Journal—An ongoing dialog between thiaBasilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Monday, September 25, 2017 at 11:42 am.
Change. Change must be continuous to be effective. What happens when we set ourselves in our ways? We block the continuity of change. We block the power of love and wisdom from on high to penetrate our beings. What can be done? How can we relax our ways? That’s where the power of the Set-Apart Spirit within my being shines forth.
Only the Set-Apart Spirit of our Father/Creator can deliver us from our ways if we are willing to accept His teachings and leadership. The Set-Apart Spirit is the only One who can endue all willing souls with the power to relax and let go of our staunch ways.
Monday, September 25, 2017 at 1:44 pm.
It seems to me those words go right over anyone’s head. Why? Because, it’s all a matter of timing. That’s the reason why I no longer push for people to do one thing or the other. In the past, I ignored Yahushua’s words. I was taken in by all predictions of the future. I struggled to follow all kinds of suggestions to prepare for that that future, to change my ways to no avail. Why? Because it is written,
Acts 1:7.
He said to them, It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power.
But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.
Funny thing! I never understood what it was meant by, “you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses…” I am not sure I understand it now, but! I am experiencing that ‘power (ability, efficiency, and might)’ big time. So, I do not ‘know’ what am I doing, but! All that I do comes out perfect. Or, at least my readers tell me so.
The truth? All compliments make me laugh and rejoice, but! Why? It’s a joy to experience my Father’s work in me and through me. Should I know what I am doing? Pride would get a hold of me!, and! My witness of His Presence in my heart will be no more.
That’s not going to happen. Father has gifted me with AHD! What a blessing. (Just kidding! That’s one label I was never saddled with!) It just popped in my head because, I do not like to crowd my mind with excessive knowledge about anything.
Whatever knowledge I need at any time? Presto! Father sends me to Google. He leads me to the exact link I need to click to find whatever info I need. I click. I read. I write it down. Then? Forget about it. Later, maybe years later? The matter I done forgot comes up again. Father sends me to the exact place where I recorded the matter before—exactly His instructions in 1985, quote.
“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.
“Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.
“Fix your eyes on Me, I am your Master, I am in control, relax, I have taken your yoke and done away with it, now take My yoke, for My yoke is easy.”
Father, help me! I pleaded. And with Your infinite patience You told me,
“I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.
“Whenever you remember something you have forgotten, realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.
“You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.
“Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.
“Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.
“I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.
“Take everything in this day and know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”
Dear readers, those words are a fact in my life just as much of a fact as the air that I am breathing. Do you see now the cause of my doings? No, I am not forgetful—at the right time I remember all things temporarily escaping my mind. I am not careless—I am very careful to mind my Father. He reminds me on the spot whatever I forgot! Disorganized? If anything, so organized I am that disorganization never cross my mind. All things must be in place in front of my face.
Well, what now? Where am I going with these extraordinary confessions? Ah! Now I remember! I am to confess to you what has been coming to my mind in the last day or so. I continuously pause to reflect on my Father’s words & promises to me. Of course, I wonder. When and how is it all to happen? I must go back to sleep. When I wake up, I will record whatever Father needs me to record for my answer.
Thursday, January 19, 2017 at 5:57 am.
Well, I have an answer. Again? There is that sneaky feeling of failure. I recognize that feeling. I remember my Father’s words, “No, no, thiaBasilia! You are not interested in my Name. you are only thinking of your shame!” Hahaha! I got it my Father! And Father roars in laughter. Know what? Sometime yesterday, I remember that interchange with my Father. I said,
“So, what if I fail? So, what if I proclaim such answer to my readers in vain? What about if they take me for a ding-bat with grandiose ideas at that? So, what? I have failed before and I didn’t die of shame!” O well I nearly did die but! I did not, that’s the fact to be exact!
In the other hand? There is no doubt in my mind this is the answer in my Father’s plan. Behold! My Power Of Love From On High Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! So, let’s get on with the answer.
Following my own inclinations, I have asked for donations to no avail. In 2005 I published my autobiography—a total flop. I published 2 books last year including Overcoming Supernaturally. Hoopie! I sold the amazing number of 4 books earning me the staggering sum of $1.40 (One dollar and forty cents!)
Am I daunted at all? Nay! There is a power within me to believe my Father without any reservations at all. It got nothing to do with positive thinking or any human thinking whatsoever. It’s a strange knowing like I have not known before.
Will I ever get to that answer? Hey! I am writing a sales letter. Guess by reading all those ‘sales letters’ from AWAI and the great nutrition vigilantes I am getting to know the craft of persuasion. They have surely persuaded and keep on persuading me. If it was not for dear Joyce in control of my limited income? Hum! They have hook me for all I am worth! Still, the minute I get me some nickels? I will gladly oblige to support them 100%–they are worth it!
Alright! The truth? I am not too good at the math, but! It keeps coming to my head, somebody will buy 100 or more hard copies of Overcoming Supernaturally. For what purposes? To gift to the family members, friends & associates.
Hey! What a great idea! Overcoming Supernaturally is a unique story with all the elements to engage the reader not only for entertainment but mainly for encouragement to the multitude of souls in the valley of decision because of a cloudy past of insanity.
Tuesday, September 26, 2017 at 7:02 am.
My goodness! O my Father—O Father of mine? Where O where are You leading me to? Here I am with my concerns about misleading—to come Straight To The Point Not To Mislead my readers.
Suddenly! You remind me of Your words in 1985. At the end of that record of Your words for me what do I find? The matter of writing sales letters—a subject long forgotten as per Your instructions.
What is the meaning of this matter surfacing again now? Perhaps, I am to recap. Perhaps this is a matter of the plan You have been developing for me for the books? I’ll see. How to thread this matter? How to make it blend with Your overall plan and purpose for my life? I wait on You to answer me.
Tuesday, September 26, 2017 at 8:41 am.
Is there anything for free in this treacherous world that we inhabit? NAY! Everything HAS a price! You pay for what you get. Don’t ever that matter forget! So, what is the price for what I must offer you? The highest price you ever paid I am afraid! Would you be willing to pay it?
Ha! That’s a tall question. Am I asking that question to you? NAY! NAY! NO WAY! All I do is to write and publish and optimize. My Father does the rest. He asks the question. Are you ready?
Isaiah 55 AMP
WAIT and listen, everyone who is thirsty! Come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat! Yes, come, buy priceless, spiritual wine and milk without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing. Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your earnings for what does not satisfy? Hearken diligently to Me, and eat what is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy.
….”without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing.”
There you have the highest price! Self-surrender. Will you pay it? Yes, once you consider and weight out the matter of the balance of self-surrender against your soul’s delight in the fatness or the profuseness of spiritual joy.
Need to restart comp. 2:40 pm
Wednesday, September 27, 2017 at 9:02:24 am
Father? The power of Your love and wisdom consumes my being now. Such a marvel! It is not a feeling. It is not a sense. It is something inexplicable. It can only be demonstrated by comparison–my reactions, my attitude in the past and what it is now.
Yesterday? A computer disaster! What happened? I learned how to clear the DNS to avoid browser errors. OUCH! The Internet quit! Without Internet? My programs failed. I began the arduous task to recover, but! I only made matters worse. Try. Try. Try all night to recover to no avail! Did I panic as I did in former times? Not at all! Calm. Confident, but! Maybe, too confident to know about computers. Only to know enough to get me into this sort of predicaments. “Poor Basilia!”
Now what? I still have no Internet. I’m waiting for Ahmad to get in touch with the company. It looks like the phone is also down. No way to get in touch with Ahmad. Still, no panic. Waiting with patience and composure.
Wednesday, September 27, 2017 at 2:18:31 pm.
Been cleaning and dusting my desk and my equipment. Still no Internet, no programs, but! Windows 10 has been reinstalled. Working beautifully. Expecting a call anytime for the connection. You are in control, O my Beloved Father. You are working all things for our good. Perhaps a nap while I wait is in order. 2:35:55 pm.
It’s now 3:26:20 pm. Internet is on! Got me 1 hour of sleep while I waited. On to install programs.
Wednesday, September 27, 2017 at 7:22 pm.
Back from the family. Installing programs. Need to turn off Word. Must go to bed. Can’t keep my eyes opened.
Thursday, September 28, 2017 at 3:12 am.
O my Father! You are so neat! You turn all my blunders into stepping stones to a higher level of the knowledge needed to survive in this cybernetic world. What a marvel! My blunder of yesterday? Today it is replaced with free sound instructions on how to deal with DNS to improve my Net surfing.
I woke up around 1:30 am. The fiasco with the DNS was in my mind. I went to the search. I wrote, “i clear the DNS my programs the Internet crashed!” You led me to click, ComputerWorld.com/ Next? OpenDNS. Next? Computerworld Insider. Wow! Now I can learn to resolve my own computer problems! No need to pay a fee that You have not provided for me. No worries. No un-resolve problems! You are in perfect control of it all! In silence, I worship You!
Wait a minute! I thought your title is, Nothing Is Free In This World? What gives? Ha! I do not have to pay a fee, but! It cost me a night of sleep and a rude awakening to the DNS ‘geeky’ negatives! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
The ways of mankind are insane, troublesome, heavy loads imposed on each one of us. Indeed! This world is ridden with insanity.
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The Journal of My Life holds the Secret to Abolish Insanity. Read on and on until you find that secret to avail you for eternity.
His love in my heart for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.