Funny thing! I never understood what it was meant by, “you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses…” I am not sure I understand it now, but! I am experiencing that ‘power (ability, efficiency, and might)’ big time. So, I do not ‘know’ what am I doing, but! All that I do comes out perfect. Or, at least my readers tell me so.
The truth? All compliments make me laugh and rejoice, but! Why? It’s a joy to experience my Father’s work in me and through me. Should I know what I am doing? Pride would get a hold of me!, and! My witness of His Presence in my heart will be no more.
That’s not going to happen. Father has gifted me with AHD! What a blessing. (Just kidding! That’s one label I was never saddled with!) It just popped in my head because, I do not like to crowd my mind with excessive knowledge about anything.
Whatever knowledge I need at any time? Presto! Father sends me to Google. He leads me to the exact link I need to click to find whatever info I need. I click. I read. I write it down. Then? Forget about it. Later, maybe years later? The matter I done forgot comes up again. Father sends me to the exact place where I recorded the matter before—exactly His instructions in 1985, quote.
“I am not trying to tell you. I am telling you. I am telling you just that. You look, you wobble, you go back and forth like a seesaw because you are taking your eyes off of ME.
“Even in your typing that is what is happening to you, you take your eyes off the master copy to look at what you are copying. You are being self-conscious.