….”without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing.”
There you have the highest price! Self-surrender. Will you pay it? Yes, once you consider and weight out the matter of the balance of self-surrender against your soul’s delight in the fatness or the profuseness of spiritual joy.
Need to restart comp. 2:40 pm
Wednesday, September 27, 2017 at 9:02:24 am
Father? The power of Your love and wisdom consumes my being now. Such a marvel! It is not a feeling. It is not a sense. It is something inexplicable. It can only be demonstrated by comparison–my reactions, my attitude in the past and what it is now.
Yesterday? A computer disaster! What happened? I learned how to clear the DNS to avoid browser errors. OUCH! The Internet quit! Without Internet? My programs failed. I began the arduous task to recover, but! I only made matters worse. Try. Try. Try all night to recover to no avail! Did I panic as I did in former times? Not at all! Calm. Confident, but! Maybe, too confident to know about computers. Only to know enough to get me into this sort of predicaments. “Poor Basilia!”
Now what? I still have no Internet. I’m waiting for Ahmad to get in touch with the company. It looks like the phone is also down. No way to get in touch with Ahmad. Still, no panic. Waiting with patience and composure.
Wednesday, September 27, 2017 at 2:18:31 pm.
Been cleaning and dusting my desk and my equipment. Still no Internet, no programs, but! Windows 10 has been reinstalled. Working beautifully. Expecting a call anytime for the connection. You are in control, O my Beloved Father. You are working all things for our good. Perhaps a nap while I wait is in order. 2:35:55 pm.