Thursday, September 28, 2017 at 4:22 pm.
I am wondering why I am stuck writing posts instead of working on the books, my Father? I know it is not neglect. There is a reason why my diligence is temporarily at halt. I wait on You.
Friday, September 29, 2017 at 5:39 am.
Father? You know what is running through my mind right now. You know my thoughts before I think them. I don’t know what to do about what I am thinking.
7:02 AM restart
Friday, September 29, 2017 at 7:23 am.
Father? I need to dump the deep hurt my child inflicted upon me a while back. This was the second time this one child of mine has deeply hurt me. Ah! But You know it. The first time my child surprised me with her rejection of my Cory. Now, my Cory is gone, but! She unleashed her venom on her sister, Cory’s mother to my utter shock she spat on my face, “She is demon possessed!” that about her grieving sister?
Father? Thanks for Your Presence within my heart. Thanks for allowing me to talk with You about these heavy matters. Perhaps in talking to Cory’s mom last night something she shared with me triggered my memory of those deep wounds.
Friday, September 29, 2017 at 1:04 pm.
All morning long I wrestled with such memories. I know those wounds need a healing I was not aware of until this morning. I know this is part of the healing process. While I wrestle a notification about a new follower popped up. I checked. I found:
Steven & Suzie Jennings is now following Flowers For All Steven & Suzie Jennings just started following you at http://thiabasilialicona.wordpress.com. They will receive an email every time you publish a post. Congratulations.
I clicked the site to find out what post had quickened them to follow. Amazing! The post? Your words to me for this exact moment I am going through. Quote:
Sunday, February 26, 2017 at 12:36 am
Another day. Time is flying by just as swift as the air that we breathe. When will the end come? I am not to concern myself with such matters. Living my life as if the end will be tomorrow. I only have this day. Tomorrow might never come. To live present in Your Presence is my aim and only desire.