And there comes part of what I shared with Pat today. “The flesh profits nothing. A kick & a half!” I said, “Pat there goes all my attempts to be ‘good’!” And Pat burst laughing! It’s the truth, there is no use trying to be good. It cannot be done. Yeah, most people are what the world calls ‘good’ but! Some of us have a hard time putting up with most ‘good’ people.
Thus, some of us are labeled ‘rebels’, ‘trouble makers’, ‘undesirables’, ‘unfit’, ‘insane’ all the way to ‘criminals’ in need of mental health! Stigmatized! Isolated! Rejected! Abandoned! Isn’t that something?
But look, it’s lots of fun to be ‘no good!’ That is ‘no good’ accordingly to the world’s concept of goodness and society’s etiquette’s rules and regulations.
Ah! You too loud!
You too blunt!
You have no manners!
You must say it this or that way.
You must dress this or that way.
You must never be angry.
A soft answer.
Love is kind and etc.
Don’t! Don’t! Don’t! Do! Do! Do! Goodness sake! No wonder my battle not only for the last nine years but also for my whole life! And Father, why You didn’t reveal this mater to me until now?
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Once you pause to reflect, I can empower you to see all things the way I see it all. Why not before? Because your mind was not receptive before. Remember,
TO EVERYTHING there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:
A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing, a time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away, a time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace.