Sunday, October 1, 2017 at 10:12 am.
I woke up again a few minutes ago. I started to write a comment or reply in Nina Amir’s blog, but! You stopped me. Must stop writing comments for now. Must sit still and wait. So far, I been writing about how hard it is to wait, but! Right now? I realize it is not hard at all! O my Father, not hard at all if we follow Your instructions to the tee, whatever those instructions might be.
Me? What are Your instructions to me when it comes to waiting on the solution of my forever dilemmas? “Do nothing. Sit still. You shall see My Deliverance. Your task? Write and publish and optimize whatever and whenever I quicken you to do so. I will do the rest.”
O my Father, but! You know how easy it is to deviate from Your simple instructions. Even so, my lapses do not stop the working of Your ways against my staunch ones. Day by day You work here. You work there. One lapse down. Another lapse pops up! Steady You are ready my lapses all to put to naught. Will those lapses stop popping up? Will I ever reach the perfection of my doing as per my human programmed mind?
Sunday, October 1, 2017 at 11:57 am.
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Your idea of perfection is far removed from Mine. In My perfection all your imperfections fit in the proper spot to a finished master piece of beauty by My hand created. Observe the result from all man created systems to make a beautiful person out of anyone adhering to such systems. What do you see?”
Ah! My Father, You know I been there. Done that. I see the ‘system’ not the person. Break the system? The beauty vanishes to give way to the beast. Hum! Does that mean to live furlong without restrain. To toss all good along?
“O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Yes, to live furlong and without restrain is the motto of human kind. Humans call that freedom. There is nothing resembling to live furlong and without restrain when you live in My Presence. What the human being calls ‘freedom’ should be better called, ‘debauchery’.