Saturday, October 7, 2017 at 3:44 am.
Been up for better than two hours. Father? Where are You leading me now? The other day, Joyce reminded me of my subscription to Medium, but! It was not until this morning it came to me to check it out. Perhaps I need to start posting in Medium? Lead the way, my Father. You know I am in the fog because, in whatever I read anywhere, I do not see any commitment to Your project to prepare for the great tribulation.
Perhaps the worldly events are getting to me. The signs are eerie. I feel hopeless, but! That’s all it is—a feeling not Your reality. You are the reality of my life. My waiting on You does not depend on my feelings. It depends on You. You always re-assure Your promises unto me. No matter what is happening in the world, even in my world? I refuse to look around in fear and defeat. I hear Your firm assertion,
Isaiah 41:10 Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Almighty. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My [victorious] right hand of rightness and justice.
Saturday, October 7, 2017 at 6:19 am.
Ha! Now I remember what happened this morning. Not only I forgot to write the email but also, I did not finish getting the Scripture that came to me. I went to the Scriptures. You quickened me to read the whole chapter. Amazing! The chapter describes exactly what is happening now. I read that chapter and began the next one. Then?
Around 5 am I was cold. Winter is beginning to set in. I ran out of gas in my cooking stove last night, but! I needed to drink something hot. I paused my reading. For a reason I understand now, I completely forgot that I have a backup to cook in case I run out of gas. Instead, it came to me to try my damaged electric plate one more time. I figured I could connect it to see if it would work. I dusted it, and! Plugged? BOOM! Lights OUT! Darkness! Talking about stupefaction?