October 8, 2017 at 6:54 pm Reply Edit
Father is working all things for our good. You have taken the first step–recognizing our lapses leads to repentance by the power of love from on high not by emotional remorse. The thing to do now? Wait for Him to lead you. Relax. Remember, ‘Do not lean in your own understanding. Self-efforts leads to self-righteousness–a stench unto the Father’s nostrils. Little by little Father will lead you in the right direction.
The Spirit within me rejoices to hear from you. Welcome back. Much love.
Monday, October 9, 2017 at 5:23 am.
I hear Your words in October of 2009. In the depth of despair. In the dungeon of human rejection? You knocked on the door of my heart. What a moment! What a memorable Shabbath!
Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am).
Talk to me my Master, I need to hear Your voice on moments like this when there is no one but You as it should be.
“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take yo u higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”
Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.
“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but, now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”
Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!
“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart! No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”
O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!