While I am at the doings? Your directions became clear. About this post? In previous posts I recorded Your answer about my insidious ‘why’ about anything You send my way. Anything You send my way?
Dear Reader, perhaps a surprise to you as it was when it came to me. Many years ago, this matter of all things good or bad come to us by the hand of our Creator, was revealed to me. Never thought that way before I read the book:
Title: The Christian’s Secret of a Happy Life
URL: http://www.ccel.org/ccel/smith_hw/secret.html
Author(s): Smith, Hannah Whitall.
Funny thing! Why didn’t I think of this before? I have experienced all things stated in that book. Why did I not mention that book before? Ah! My Father? It looks like I never learn anything, but! You know that is not true. You have declared it not be so.
I have learned. Not just learned, but! I have experienced, and! I live an even more than just a ‘Christian Happy Life‘. I live, a greater life yet than a Christian or any other ‘Happy Life’! I live a Higher Life in in the Mountain Peak of Your Presence in my heart! What a blessed life!
Why then my questioning? The answer came a long time ago. I will quote some excerpts from previous posts as a reminder to me, to ye all. Quoting,
Wednesday, September 14, 2016 at 10:43 am
O my Father—O Father of mine, what top are You lifting me to?
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, pause & reflect. Have I not created you to be the head not the tail?
Ah! My Father, O my Father—O Father of mine, that has been my pet-peeve for a long time. Why am I the tail of the monster that goes by the name of ‘society’, The Society Of Mankind? All The Big Chiefs, Doctors, Layers, Kings, Presidents And Indian Chiefs, Head Of This Or That Department, VIPs. Me? A nobody! O how humiliating it could be.
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, pause and reflect on the fact of my first warning to your ancestor. Did I not commanded Adam not to eat from the Knowledge of Good & Evil? Why did I allowed Adam to disobey My commandment? After this many years of suffering the consequences of such knowledge, can you now understand My reason?