Some Reasons Why I Think You Are Aggravated And Frustrated With Your Moment. I Am Not Anymore! Why? Read On…
Dear Reader, this is the longest post yet, but! I have not posted for a while.. Breaking all rules of sensible posting, but! I know you would like to know what has been going on with me while I was not posting.
I hope you’ll break all the hold ups in your routine to read other posts. No kidding. This post is packed with especial info coming from my experience of this life of mine. A life full of goodly surprises not just for me but for us all.
All ends well. You’ll be amused at my own silly expectations. But, more than amused? I hope to delight you with the Father/Creator’s ways to deal with me. It is all for our mutual benefit.
Sunday, October 29, 2017 at 9:12 am.
Father? Am I unhappy? What is this thing about happiness? Why some people are just as happy as they can be, but! So many are pitifully unhappy?
Better yet, some people are blissfully happy as they fulfill the numerous ‘goals’ they set for themselves.
These people are celebrities, applauded by the great society of mankind, but! Me? I can only feel sorry for them. O my Father, what You have to say about these nonconventional feelings that come over me?
Another observation. Remembering where I come from. I remember when knowing important people, wearing brand name expensive clothing, buying only the best of everything was my way of life.
When did all of that changed, my Father? Or, has it changed? I think not. I still find myself proud to know important people. I still pride myself, if nothing else to know a good brand of anything. And buying the best regardless the cost?
Ha! That’s my problem. Or, is it a problem, my Father? You are the Sovereign of the Universe. I am a child of Your heart. Why should I not want the best of the best?
But how am I different from others that also want the best for themselves and for their families? Much to think about. Read on, you’ll find that unexplainable reason.
Sunday, October 29, 2017 at 5:28 pm.
Father? What have I done with my day? So much I would like to do, but! I have run into dead ends all day long. Nothing works. I am aggravated! Maybe sleep.
Monday, October 30, 2017 at 1:50 am.
Hahaha! HalleluYah! Indeed! What a joy it is to live in Your Presence under Your loving control and direction.
I was so aggravated when I went to sleep around 6 pm. I slept until around midnight. Longest stretch I slept in a while. Ha! Not bad. Not exactly great, but! Did not feel the itch or pain that much. Hum! What to drink? Cinnamon tea? OK. Fixed tea. Head to my inbox.
First thing I noticed? My oldest sent me an e-card. Not really pleased. I do not celebrate these days, but! So glad to hear from my child.
Next? First thing on top? Just, Joel. Head line? Just ‘Miracles’. Hum! Let’s see. Wow! My Father knocking at the door of my troubled mind! Here is the account of it all.
thiaBasilia Licona email@example.com .12:30 AM (1 hour ago)
Joel? I was really aggravated when i went to sleep. I know by experience Father is in control of every minute detail of my life, but! Reading and realizing the horrible wave of beauty going on now-days? It’s frustrating to me. No matter. Father does pay mind to my frustrations. He is prompt to answer me. So? on top of my emails while I slept. your headline. Wow!
Here I inserted my entry for the day. I ended with,
Ha! I slept longer than I have slept in a while. I see and I know the difference, but! The problem with my health, though that it is not fatal? It’s aggravating! I think there is nothing worse than itching all over and not knowing what on earth is causing the infernal itch. What did I eat? I am into healthy eating. Elimination is not that easy. You know what I mean?
Anyhow, not just the itch, but! the people–my loved ones around and far from me? Nothing but AGGRAVATION! lol Father knows. Your email? That’s my miracle! No problem. The itching moment? Gone along all my aggravations and frustrations! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Joel? You are an instrument into our Father’s hand! Wow! Your email it’s a miracle. I remain in awe of our Father’s doings.It’s midnight. I just woke up! Talking to Him. That’s what my journal is all about. The moment is rough. He knows all about it. I couldn’t keep my eyes opened. I go to sleep in the middle of the writing. I wake up? A miracle in the head line. Oh?
Much love. Hope this reply gets to any of you in a personal way as it came to me. thiaBasilia. 🙂
An ecard From my oldest.
Greetings! I’m sorry that I haven’t been in touch more this year. It’s been an odd year for me, but things are settling down. I’m back at the steel mill as a buyer in purchasing and am enjoying myself.
Drop me a line and let me know how you are doing. Hope your Halloween and 2017 holidays are magical, joyful, and filled with cheer.
Monday, October 30, 2017 at 5:12 am.
So glad to hear from you, la ‘vieja segunda’—a ghostly appearance. Most appropriate. I do not celebrate this unhallow-een. Lol but! So glad your coming back into ‘la vieja’s’ hallow-inn! Will love to hear your voice.
Warmest and deepest love for my first-born prodigy child! Mom 😊 End of quote.
Monday, October 30, 2017 at 5:26 am.
O my Father! How neat and clever You are! It’s incredible to me the way You give me hind’s feet and make me to walk not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility! (Habbaqquq 3:19.) Wow!
Monday, October 30, 2017 at 9:02 am.
Sunday, October 29, 2017 was a most wasted aggravating day for me in a long time. Came today, Monday? My estranged oldest reaching out to me again. The Miracle by Joel’s email.
Who is there? My Father bearing my hind’s feet, of course! Hahaha! HalleluYah! I sense today shall be my most productive day in a long time. Nothing like it was yesterday.
Dear Reader, for starts? It came to me to drink hot water until I get over this infernal itch in my body. I have been eating and drinking all kinds of crazy mixtures to improve my health.
I don’t have the slightest now as to what caused such an itch to flare up big time since yesterday. It drove me crazy!
I am sure drinking hot water for a while will give a chance for my body to detox by itself. By that time? Father has already given me instructions on how to regulate my eats and drinks. Tell you about it later.
It has come to me to format and optimize this writing for the post of today. To build one more graphic to embellish the message I am proclaiming in, My Journal—My Story. Enter Into My Journal—Partake In My Story….
I am on to build that graphic now. Don’t know when I will post again. Graphics take a good bit of my time. Be back later.
Monday, October 30, 2017 at 12:06 pm.
Weird things happen in the Cybernetic World, or, is it just in my computer? Thanks, my Father for giving me enough sense to ask for help.
In Photoshop, in the middle of my master piece? I clicked to highlight. Poof! The computer went off. It restarted but! I lost much of my work. Going back now. Hopefully the problem is fixed.
Monday, October 30, 2017 at 5:34 pm.
Things are going well. You know it my Father. But I am cold and sleepy. I will now take a nap. I wait on You for whatever is next.
Another Revealing Dream…
Tuesday, October 31, 2017 12:53 pm.
Well, this is the end of the 10th month. What is really happening, my Father? Things continue to go wild. I lost some of what I recorded yesterday.
Now? I have been trying to record what happened since I went to sleep around 5:304 pm. I have not been able to recuperate anything.
Having to start from scratch. Help, my Father. I had a vision of ants on my desk. I wrote all about it in a comment, but before I save it? Poof! The computer turned off.
I will continue to search a solution, but! If I can’t find it? I know You will show me what to do next.
Tuesday, October 31, 2017 at 2:44 pm.
I found the comment. Evidently the articles about the meaning of ants in a dream was posted a long time ago. I only found it today. Here is the comment:
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Quote “Tell me, have you ever thought of the little insects who invade your space as something you need to “clean up in your own life” or that they symbolize something? Sometimes I feel weird about sharing such information but it will be neat to hear from all of you?”
Yes, I am visiting Jordan. Ahmad–a very cultured gentleman has adopted me as his mother. I often complain about the ants invading my place in the summer. He, invariable sets out to give a big lecture about the ants.
Well, I do respect his take in it all, but! I do not like to have those busy little things in wait for me to quickly wipe them out with a wet sponge. That’s the best way it has come to me to rid myself of the little annoying things.
Now? It’s 3:45 am over here. Been sleeping for the last two hours. The Spirit of my Father/Creator comes to me in my dreams. He directs my way while I sleep.
Lately more than ever before? The dreams are amazingly conforming with what goes on in my daily living.
So, in the last couple days I been aggravated, annoyed with my tendency to pay mind to what I see around me near and far instead of paying mind to the Father/Creator’s loving control of my life.
So, the last thing I saw this morning? A black patch of ants busy on my desk in front of the computer monitor, out of all places!
Immediately, it came to me–team work. United Kindred Spirits. I came to Google to find the meaning as Father directs me to do. What did I find on the 3rd try? You!
Accurate meaning and deciphering of several other things I needed to clarify. I am in awe of the Almighty Father Creator of our beings.
He has a plan to restore us to the original intent for our creation–to love and be loved.
His plan is now in effect. How He is doing it. I see it but! My only task is to write and publish. He is doing the rest. Please visit,
Let me know your thoughts. thiaBasilia. End of quote.
Tuesday, October 31, 2017 at 4:16 pm.
Couldn’t keep my eyes opened. Went to Sleep at that moment. Didn’t wake up until about 7:30 pm. Ahmad came for a visit. Went back to sleep around midnight.
Wednesday, November 1, 2017 at 7:45 am.
I recovered Windows. It seems the computer is working fine now. It’s the first of the 11th month. By the dream of last night? It looks this will be a month of testing.
I was thinking of the number eleven when I wrote that sentence, but! I went to hunt for the meaning of my dream. Came back. It came to me to look for the meaning of the number eleven.
At first I was going to pull the meaning of numbers, but! No. Look for number eleven in your previous writhing in this file. So I did! Wow! This is what I found,
…Furthermore, have I not promised you that you shall never be put to shame or depressed anymore? Have I not promised you more wisdom & wealth than what I gave to King Solomon? Have I not promised you a husband to represent Me for the rest of your time on these earthly grounds as they now are? Have I not promised you the fulfilment of all your dreams?
Very well then, why have I made such outlandish promises to you? Because, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, because with your sordid past of sinful living plus the fact of your low birth, you are the most un-liken candidate to receive such honors. Absolutely, you have no grounds to attribute any glory to your goodness.
You see now? My ways and my thoughts are way above the human mind & heart.
In your dream this time, you stood naked in front of Me looking for me to praise and admired your slim body, why? Not because, you wanted My approval but, I wanted you to see My complete work. Thus, in the previous dream you saw first the number three; then the number eleven.
Now, in this dream you saw My completed work after this period of chaos, disorder and judgment that you are passing thru.
There will be some changes in this agonizing period of pain & defeat that you are suffering. Wait. You are equipped now to wait in good spirits, expecting the best even if the worst should manifest.
Remember, I am always with you. I will never, ever leave or forsake you. I delight in your child like obedience. My delight in that obedience is your strength.”
The Dreams This Time….
Wow! Amazing! In my dream, I was coming home. Maybe Ahmad’s younger son was with me. It seems like it had been raining hard. There was an overflown ditch in our way to make it home. I said, I guess the water is to deep to step in? Next, we went in to some sort of depot. Many people busy with whatever. I went against the wall. There was a bench. A lady and husband were sitting there. They made room for me. She was laughing. So was myself. We were making fun of having to wait for the water to come down, so we could go on!
Talking about being equipped now to wait in good spirits, expecting the best even if the worst should manifest?
Most certainly my Father! Most certainly! You have equipped me well! So? Perhaps I must wait for another month.
Perhaps I must wait even for another year. Perhaps it would be even tomorrow or the next day? Whatever! I am well equipped now to wait in good spirits! Hahaha! HalleluYah.
I am on now to redo the graphic I been working on to illustrate the purpose for the blog/book that You have inspired me to put together.
Talking about starting this month in good spirits regardless the not so good situation with my computer and my living staples?
Here I am. The computer been acting up because I need to change the power supply—the fan is not working. The computer gets hot. It shuts down without warning.
Been thinking. I need to repair this computer but! I sure could a new second computer for a backup. I do not have the money for either, but! I thank You my Father for what I have.
I thank You for teaching me the skills to make use of a defective computer. That’s better than having the ability to buy another one and miss out on all that I am learning.
Besides. Soon You will send me that husband to take care of all these eventualities. Hahaha! That hope keeps me going for sure!
Father? I would like to have me a British husband—they seem to be so grand! O but You have put in high spirits to wait even when the worse is here. Got to get to my graphic with a fresh attitude. I will simplify it.
Wednesday, November 1, 2017 at 6:02 pm.
I am going to bed my Father. Hope for sleep. Woke up around 8:45 pm. It’s now Wednesday, November 1, 2017 at 10:03 pm-11:37 pm.
Problem with Word solved. Now I can continue with my Photoshop task. Hopefully, the computer quits kicking me off. Thanks, my Father. You are in control. No problem.
Thursday, November 2, 2017 at 1:35 am.
Quickly we are on our way on this second day of the 11th month. The computer continues to go off and on. I wait on You to develop the circumstances to remedy the problem.
Right now, I am going to bed. Really sleepy. Been a full day. Thanks my Father!
Thursday, November 2, 2017 at 5:12 am.
Thanks again, my Father! I woke up about half hour ago. Rested. Better than how I have felt in a few days despite quite disturbing dreams.
In my dream, I found myself walking towards the family’s house. I was really cold. Not sure if I had any cloth on. I was holding my arms around my breast. I looked down. I saw I was wearing my skirt. I came to the house. A girl was sitting at the bottom of the stairs. I thought she was Ahmad’s daughter, but it wasn’t. Around her the concrete was broke. I grabbed the rail and began to climb over the broken concrete , but I kept falling backwards Ahmad appeared at the top of stairs. I said, “You mean you home and don’t call me?” in anger he turned around, went back into the house. I quit trying to go up. I turned. I started walking to my house. The girl hand me a piece of bread with delicious spread. I tasted it. I laughed. I said, “you made my day!”
Next in my dream, I was by my bed with another woman. Suddenly! There was loud pounding on the roof like somebody was trying to break the roof. At the same time somebody was shaking the door violently as if to break it and come in. While I am watching it all? Fear begins to get a hold of me, but! I said, “O my Father! You are my Shield and my Buckler. I should not fear.” I woke up.
Perfect silent around 2:30 am. Just a few minutes after I had gone to sleep. I looked to my door. All still. Nothing shaking. What is the meaning of all of this, my Father? What are You telling me?
Thursday, November 2, 2017 at 7:46 am.
Now I know what is it that I fear, my Father. In looking for the meaning of my dream I ran into this article:
The 20 Richest Pastors in the World
- ERIC MACEDO, 1.1 BILLION DOLLARS
Eric Macedo is the founder of the Universal Church of the Kingdom of God in Brazil. He is worth $ 1.1 billion and is the richest pastor in the world. He is also the founder of Grupo Record, the largest media group in Brazil.
According to Forbes and Business Week he is continuously involved in scandals, mostly due to allegations that the UCKG illegally channeled donations of billions of US dollars intended for charity overseas, then returned the money to Brazil. The São Paulo Public Ministry said in a statement “it was proved that the money from donations, instead of being used for the maintenance of services, was diverted to serve the private interests of the accused”. Macedo is accused of using the donations received from his poor followers to buy jewelry, TV stations, and other businesses for himself. The São Paulo state prosecutor said that Macedo and his associates had misappropriated more than US$2 billion in donations from 2003 to 2008 alone, and that the alleged scheme went back 10 years. There have also been unofficial charges of fraud and money laundering. End of quote.
By far, this monster of prosperity preaching must be the most blatant challenge to the simplicity of the Good News of Yahushua our Messiah.
Why my dream, O my Father? I have committed myself to obey Yahushua’s words no matter the cost to my carnal or natural existence.
You tell me, my obedience is Your delight. Your delight in my obedience is my strength. Then You promised me more riches than You gave to King Solomon.
Just a couple days ago, You reminded me of Your promises and the reason why You made those promises to me.
Now this dream. Why? I asked. You responded with this enlightening article the richest and most deplorable human beings on this earth. What is my concluding thought on the matter?
NO WAY! No way shape or form do I desire any such reaches or followers for my life! I pause. I reflect in Your sight. My dreams. The wishes for my future life?
My wish to live in and improve a place like the one You have provided for me now. I wish for my veggie garden to provide food for me now, later? Perhaps to enlarge it for others as well.
I dream to see Your work prosper in the heart of Your people. To see the results of Your work in the renew area surrounding me. New buildings. Paved streets. A decent drainage.
I have no desire for popularity. I never did. I absolutely love my family and friends visits, but! To live with someone? Can’t fathom it! What about a husband?
Ah! My Father, but You know all about my desire for a husband. Not exactly a husband like in a wedding and living and sleeping together. No. I dream for the same situation You provided with my Honey.
My Honey was a MAN I respected. He had class and taste. He had wit and wisdom. He had a heart of gold. He had money. He had not a wife anymore. He was a widower.
You put upon himself to take care of me. And take care of me he did big time! For seven glorious years I experience true love from a human being.
Then? As You gave him to me, you took him away, but the experience? Far beyond any other experience in my tumultuous past.
Thursday, November 2, 2017 at 1:33 pm.
Father? You know all transpiring in my mind. It looks like my computer problems are solved for the moment. I am not quite certain on what or when to post next.
It’s been a while since I posted last. I need to touch base in Lorelle WordPress School. I need to finish with the editing, formatting, and preparing the two books You have led me to write and ready for publication.
I need Your help. I know I am missing out in something, or am I? Perhaps this is the way You are leading me. Perhaps when I see, when I hear the general consent about setting goals and all, I loose heart.
I am not my own. I belong to You. You always lead and direct me. Though that it seems to me I am missing, or I should be applying myself some discipline and such? You know all about it. I wait on You.
It is really disheartening to hear people clamoring for power to succeed in this life. I need only one power—the power to listen and obey You.
It’s now 2:00 pm. O my Father! I read. It’s astonishing the numerous individuals set in proclaiming messages from the unknown, healing techniques, the higher powers, the Universe, and much more, what is all about?
It’s all about dethroning You from the heart of mankind.
Thursday, November 2, 2017 at 5:36 pm.
The computer updated. Hopefully the update fixed all problems. I do not see any red crosses anymore. Been sleeping the whole afternoon. I am expecting a call from Denise. I will check now my status with the posting.
Thursday, November 2, 2017 at 10:50 pm.
The computer is not fixed. It looks like I must get a new power supply. I wait on You to provide it. To wait is the hardest thing to do, but! It’s the only way out of all our troubles.
For the moment, I still not sure on what to do? What to post? When to post it. Always waiting for supplies. And my health? Improving every day.
Friday, November 3, 2017 at 3:54 am.
Perhaps, at first hearing me describe my wish for my future life, one could smile at my naiveite, but! My Father? He is not just smiling. He is serious! He has already given me that promised ‘husband’. Only, silly me, only I had not realized it until last night. Wow!
I already have a MAN to take care of me for the rest of my days here on earth….
O my Father! How silly can I be? You have been fulfilling Your promises all the time, but! Your ways are far beyond my imaginings.
I had in mind You will send me a millionaire—a British gentleman at that, to take care of me. I had dreamed of that millionaire to fix this place and my garden. Hahaha! All the time? You have already done such.
Ahmad is that millionaire gentleman! Only he is now under Your judgement and testing, but! Soon You will return unto Ahmad all he has lost in like manner as You did with good old brother Job. What an amazing revelation! In awe of Your doings? I bow my head. I worship You!
Friday, November 3, 2017 at 4:14 am.
What is the purpose for this blog?
To Expose A Life Meant To Impact The Globe With HOPE….
“Fear not. I did not set you up for you to make an impact in this world. I set you up to impact the world with the work I do in your heart at all times.” Said the Creator to thiaBasilia.
- The ways of mankind are insane, troublesome, heavy loads imposed on each one of us. Indeed! This world is ridden with insanity.
- Insanity Affect Us All!
- What is the key to Abolish Insanity?
- The Secret key to Abolish Insanity? It’s in my Journal. Read on and on until you find that Secret key to Abolish Insanity to avail you for eternity.
Dear Reader, I could go on and on with this post, but! Is already way past the limit of acceptable content to hold anyone’s attention. So? I quit! I close. Phew!
Did you read it all? Would you let me know that you did? Won’t that be another big surprise from my Father!
His love in my heart for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.