I am not my own. I belong to You. You always lead and direct me. Though that it seems to me I am missing, or I should be applying myself some discipline and such? You know all about it. I wait on You.
It is really disheartening to hear people clamoring for power to succeed in this life. I need only one power—the power to listen and obey You.
It’s now 2:00 pm. O my Father! I read. It’s astonishing the numerous individuals set in proclaiming messages from the unknown, healing techniques, the higher powers, the Universe, and much more, what is all about?
It’s all about dethroning You from the heart of mankind.
Thursday, November 2, 2017 at 5:36 pm.
The computer updated. Hopefully the update fixed all problems. I do not see any red crosses anymore. Been sleeping the whole afternoon. I am expecting a call from Denise. I will check now my status with the posting.
Thursday, November 2, 2017 at 10:50 pm.
The computer is not fixed. It looks like I must get a new power supply. I wait on You to provide it. To wait is the hardest thing to do, but! It’s the only way out of all our troubles.
For the moment, I still not sure on what to do? What to post? When to post it. Always waiting for supplies. And my health? Improving every day.
Friday, November 3, 2017 at 3:54 am.
Perhaps, at first hearing me describe my wish for my future life, one could smile at my naiveite, but! My Father? He is not just smiling. He is serious! He has already given me that promised ‘husband’. Only, silly me, only I had not realized it until last night. Wow!
I already have a MAN to take care of me for the rest of my days here on earth….
O my Father! How silly can I be? You have been fulfilling Your promises all the time, but! Your ways are far beyond my imaginings.
I had in mind You will send me a millionaire—a British gentleman at that, to take care of me. I had dreamed of that millionaire to fix this place and my garden. Hahaha! All the time? You have already done such.
Ahmad is that millionaire gentleman! Only he is now under Your judgement and testing, but! Soon You will return unto Ahmad all he has lost in like manner as You did with good old brother Job. What an amazing revelation! In awe of Your doings? I bow my head. I worship You!