I dream to see Your work prosper in the heart of Your people. To see the results of Your work in the renew area surrounding me. New buildings. Paved streets. A decent drainage.
I have no desire for popularity. I never did. I absolutely love my family and friends visits, but! To live with someone? Can’t fathom it! What about a husband?
Ah! My Father, but You know all about my desire for a husband. Not exactly a husband like in a wedding and living and sleeping together. No. I dream for the same situation You provided with my Honey.
My Honey was a MAN I respected. He had class and taste. He had wit and wisdom. He had a heart of gold. He had money. He had not a wife anymore. He was a widower.
You put upon himself to take care of me. And take care of me he did big time! For seven glorious years I experience true love from a human being.
Then? As You gave him to me, you took him away, but the experience? Far beyond any other experience in my tumultuous past.
Thursday, November 2, 2017 at 1:33 pm.
Father? You know all transpiring in my mind. It looks like my computer problems are solved for the moment. I am not quite certain on what or when to post next.
It’s been a while since I posted last. I need to touch base in Lorelle WordPress School. I need to finish with the editing, formatting, and preparing the two books You have led me to write and ready for publication.
I need Your help. I know I am missing out in something, or am I? Perhaps this is the way You are leading me. Perhaps when I see, when I hear the general consent about setting goals and all, I loose heart.