I do not want to go my way. What can I hope for on this new day that for me You have made? Am I keeping Your commands to me? You promised as it’s written,
John 14:21 AMPC+
(21) The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.]
My goodness! O my Father? I dare not to record what came to mind as I am recording these lines. The spiritual waves directed my way are, by far? Too much these days. I wait. I sit still.
My shrilling cry for help stands. This time? I am not on a tangent lured. I must endure. I must wait. I must sit still at any cost of patience for the most? Wait. Sit still. That’s what I’ll do without any more ado.
It was 5:30 am when I made up my mind to wait. To sit still and wait in regard to this matter of Yahushua revealing Himself to me.
Maybe a humble beggar at my door could show?
It would be really easy for me to go with my imagination on how that revelation is to take place. I know it would be nothing like the most glamorous ways I can ever imagine.
Nay! No glamour as the empty glamour we are accustomed to. No firecrackers or red carpet. Not the most elaborate and super especial creative or otherwise setup. Nay! Nay! Nay!
Maybe a humble beggar at my door could show. Would I know? Would I to Him show that welcome come in as to a King? Heavy, heavy thought.
The ways of this world? Me? Included!…
The ways of this world? Lock your door! Be careful! Don’t talk to strangers! Don’t do this! Don’t do that! Or otherwise, Do it like this—Do it like that.
Me? Included! But! Father done dealt with me about it. He cut my pointing finger pointing to others. He grafted it back pointing to me! Hahaha! What a trick!
O but Ahmad is so relieved! Wait until Father plays that trick on him—that’s when things are going to really percolate! Can’t wait to elaborate!
What would next to be? Wait not on me. Wait on the Only ONE the answer you can find….
Dear Reader, I leave you to wait. To wait? Yeah, to wait, but! Not on or for me. Wait on the Father/Creator to see what He shall do next in this life of mine and my ally and gifted son by name of Ahmad.