Commitment To Obey The Only One Who Will Pay….

Have been doing OK with it all but! When the heater ran out of gas. I lost it!  Unworthy suspicions about Your faithfulness returned. I ranted and raved in panic because I lost track whether the gas was on or off. I feared to cause a fire.

In fear I called Ahmad. He came. At his sight? I wept! He connected the other gas container in the heater. He turned on the heater. Gave me some instructions. He left.

Me? After my weeping ceased, Your wisdom took over. I turned off the heater. There is not much gas in that tank. It came to me to only turn it on when extremely cold.

Ahmad called. I tried to share my heart with him about the waiting on You to take care of us, but! Ahmad’s ears are still shut! He cannot hear me. On Your time? You will open those ears.

Commitment To Obey The Father/Creator Of My Being….

In the meantime? It came to me to write a letter to my friend who oversees my Bank Account.

O my Father! That letter is a letter of my commitment to obey You at any cost to my carnal life. Quote,

Hello my friend,

I writing to tell you I am not going to get any extra money out because the month coming up I must pay for SiteGround. I need to save any extras for that purpose.

…..I have decided once again not to ask for help at all. If I don’t have whatever? I’ll do without.

From here on out I will stick by what Father commands me, that is to wait, to sit still, to write and publish. He will do the rest.

He has been telling me that for the longest. I have disobeyed and paid the consequences. No more. I have suffered and I’m still suffering on account of my disobedience.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!

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