I am thankful for what I have, but! If Father takes this apartment? I will wait. I will sit still even if I must sit still in the street. That’s the kind of power Father has drenched on me through the last weeks of trouble and painful body.
It all amounts to the knowledge that even if I nearly die? Father never fails or forsakes me. He is working all things for our good, not just for my good. He has restored me to the original intent for my creation, to be loved by Him and to love Him above all things in return. Love in His language means OBEDIENCE.
So, my friend? I am free. Father has set me free from my own carnal-self. I know His blessings are for you and for all that has been with me with more than just a cup of water.
I love you with His love within me. Thanks. 😊
BTW already? Blessed. The computer is like new. This old monitor? Beautiful! I can see! Vivid, legible colors! All a blessing!
Thanks, my Father. It’s now 12:50 pm. What’s next? I have no desire to talk to anyone. Until You give me the liberty to talk or to call or to act with Your wisdom? I am sitting still. I’ll wait.
No Matter Who Entices Me To Disobey? I Will Not!
Ahmad just called wanting to pay for the Internet. I refused to give him the details for him to pay. I will not disobey You. We are not to borrow money that You have not already supplied to us.
The money You provide is not to be used for my Internet right now. All this time? I have placed myself and Ahmad’s reasoning in the place of Your commands. Not anymore!
Ha! Ahmad called again. Tried his old way to get me to disobey You, but! It did not work—he failed. In the boot? He paid me a great compliment, he said, “You are not normal!” Wow!
I’m Not Normal Anymore! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Indeed! I’m not ‘normal’. I am now committed 100% to obey! Neither life nor death can deter me from such commitment engraved in my heart and mind by the power of love and wisdom from on high.
Thanks for everything my Father! I’ll work in a graphic now. I wait for whatever You develop next. I can now be of good cheer, I can take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted. Wow!
