The Agony And Fear Of Worldly Love….
Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Sunday, December 24, 2017 at 8:29 pm.
Father? Thanks for everything. I must go to bed. I’m cold and sleepy. A call from Ahmad woke me up around 10 pm. Continued sleeping until 1 am on this Monday, December 25, 2017.
Time To Reflect On This Unique December 25, 2017….
Monday, December 25, 2017 at 1:54 am.
What now, my Father? I pause. I reflect. I observe. I must sit still in the midst of this insanity ridden world. Help my Father.
It’s so easy to falter. It’s so easy to get false ideas of love amidst the hilarity going on! The push to control is there. Help me, Father to let it be. You have set me free.
What is it, my Father that I fear? Why do I agonize? Ah! Show me a picture of a hilarious wise man, then? My agony will end!
Happy! Happy! Happy! It’s not to be. Joy inexplicable and full of honor and esteem from the power of love from on high, instead we shall see, but! I must wait. I must sit still.
The weather rages outside. The people raves in the waves of the day….
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Thanks for the still waters of Your Presence within me. The weather rages outside. The people raves in the waves of the day. Me?
Resting. The agony and fear of yesterday? Not there! Ahmad is in Your care. No need to fear. No need to agonize. To his cries for my help I will not respond. I refuse to overreact. I’ll sit still in my tract.
Feelings? What are feelings? ….
Feelings? Only fleeting emotions coming and gone like the waves of the sea. The raging storm outside continues. Inside? No more rage of any kind I find.
Power. What Power?
A power greater than the powers to be, calmly resides within me. Let the storms of rain and fierce winds outside rage and be.
Likewise, let the world and human emotions escalate. The huge and powerful wave of human love? Let it carry all humans to the most exhilarating heights. Let the outside element be. Inside?
Peace. Joy. Power. Love. Wisdom. His Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High resides. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
My Children? Ahmad?
What’s the difference?
- I bore my children by the will of men.
- I bore Ahmad by the will of the Almighty Father/Creator of my being.
- The will of man? What a force to reckon with! Nothing but strife. Tribulation. Affliction. Suffering. Lack even when you could possess all the wealth this world has to offer.
- The will of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings? The complete opposite. So? The time is here. The will of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings is taking over the will of man!
My children? Ahmad? In the process of unity. United by the loving will of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings.
Awesome! What must we all do? Join to wait. Join to sit still. Our deliverance from the will of man is now shinning in! No worries. No fears. I hear that voice from within me,
The Master says: A voice is heard in Ramah, lamentation and bitter weeping. Rachel is weeping for her children; she refuses to be comforted for her children, because they are no more.
The Master says: Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country. Jeremiah 31:15-17.
Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
O my Father! Your Plan Of Our Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect—To Be Loved by You and to Love You in return.
Awesome! It’s all there is to say. Dear Reader, I leave you with that thought in mind. Until the next time? His Love In My Heart For All Remains There To Stay For Eternity, thiaBasilia.