My Soul Is Dead! From Now On, O My Father? Your Love In My Heart Shall Prevail!

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Truth? I Do Not Know Myself Much Less Someone’s Self ….

Thursday, August 06, 2015 at 4:35 pm

Father? You see my heart. You know all about me—what I think, what I feel, what I do and why I do whatever I do!

The truth of the matter is, I do not know myself! Unless You show me, I do not understand anything about myself or about people!

Things & People Are Not What They Seem To Be, But! One Thing I Know Now ….

We all think and feel one way or the other but, things & people are not what they seem to be! Even so, there is one thing I do know now!

I know that You are in control of everything in the Universe including Your created beings! And I know that You are in control of every minute detail of my life!

The Father/Creator Has His Reason For All Details Of My Life ….

You have a reason for the happenings of this moment. You know that I consider myself blessed to have the privilege to be alone in Your Presence for a time.

But You also know that this situation will not be permanent. In due time, You will accomplish Your purpose for the moment that I am passing thru! I wait on You! My hope & expectation are on You!

Burning Desire In My Newly Created Heart ….

One thing I do desire, that is, to remain aloof from the lusts of my soul! I wish to establish my relationships in Your love. I want nothing to do with romantic ideas of love! I wish Your love in my heart more than life itself!

1 Corinthians 13:3-8

  • Even if I dole out all that I have to the poor in providing food, and if I surrender my body to be burned or in order that I may glory, but have not love the Father/Creator’s love in me, I gain nothing
  • The Father/Creator’s love endures long and is patient and kind; love never is envious nor boils over with jealousy, is not boastful or vainglorious, does not display itself haughtily. It is not conceited (arrogant and inflated with pride); it is not rude (unmannerly) and does not act unbecomingly.
  • Love, the Father/Creator’s love in us does not insist on its own rights or its own way, for it is not self-seeking; it is not touchy or fretful or resentful; it takes no account of the evil done to it—it pays no attention to a suffered wrong. It does not rejoice at injustice and unrighteousness, but rejoices when right and truth prevail.
  • The Father/Creator’s love bears up under anything and everything that comes, is ever ready to believe the best of every person, its hopes are fadeless under all circumstances, and it endures everything without weakening.
  • The Father/Creator’s love never fails never fades out or becomes obsolete or comes to an end. As for prophecy (the gift of interpreting the divine will and purpose), it will be fulfilled and pass away; as for tongues, they will be destroyed and cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away [it will lose its value and be superseded by truth].

Wow! O my Father! I do have Your love in my heart despite my wicked self! So that is Your purpose for my decision to put an end to my soul!

What Is ‘My Soul’?

My soul—the romantic soul harboring those warm feelings of emotional ideas of love? It’s dead! Satan will no longer get a hold of my wicked self to dish out selfish love!

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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