Because, I had, from an early age, an impulsive nature, a good imagination and a bright mind, but! I lacked common sense.
I was gullible from early childhood. I could figure out more than one way to get myself into trouble but not any way out of trouble.
So, I was the one who always got caught to suffer severe punishment. Punishment that caused me not just the mere suffering of physical pain, but!
Something even more painful and tragic yet, the suffering of deep emotional wounds that would remain bleeding for many, many years to come.
My parents were moral and religious people, with good intentions, and high moral standards.
But above all, and despite the wounds that I suffered because of the treatment that I received from my parents?
That treatment was not imposed upon me in hate, for my parents were not hateful, nor wicked irresponsible beings.
My parents were moral and religious people, with good intentions, and high moral standards. And they did love us. Nevertheless? The saga shall continue in the next chapter.
Waiting For Good Results? Waiting For Promises To Materialize? No Need! ….
Dear Reader, something good is already happening. I mean something really, really good is already happening within my being. It’s happening in my surroundings. Oh?
Perhaps, the main thing happening? The Spirit within my being has moved me to express myself to my Father with genuine humility. What do I mean?
I mean I no longer ask for any material thing. I simply confess my distress and frustrations adding to my confession:
“I do not know what to ask or how to ask. I do not know what is it that I need, but! You do my Father. Show me what to do. Give me the power to do whatever You want me to do. I do not want to live by my willful ways. I deny myself. I wait on You.”
It’s uncanny how the Father/Creator responds to His Spirit within my being. Immediately! All my distress and frustrations halt, like magic!