In Between Chapters. And The Father Grieves ….?
Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
What Is It About?
It’s not just about training. It’s not about progress. It’s not about success. It’s not even about fame-riches-knowledge, and? Human love.
It’s about the Almighty Creator of our beings. It’s all about the only ONE that has the power to change our minds for our ultimate good.
Behold! The Power Of HIS Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
Saturday, February 24, 2018 at 2:45 pm.
I posted Chapter 4. I am still wrestling with the MAMP problem. It seems my problem to be with having 2 desktops open. I will check now on how to solve that problem. Perhaps?
It’s now 11:38 pm. been sleeping since 6 pm. There is an ominous silence all around. There is silence in my soul. It’s almost like I am dreaming. Going back to bed. I wait on You.
Ominous Silence? Indeed! A Warning To My Own Self … ?
It’s 3:58 am on this next day, Sunday, February 25, 2018.
All in His time. Come gloom. Come glee. I’ll sing to Thee! In this insane world of my existence? Come lack or plenty You are with me.
From the cares of this insane world? You have set me free to be. Come gloom. Come lack. To my past? I cannot go back. You are with me. You have set me free to be. You delight in me.
You Delight In Me …?
Not really in me as a human. My obedience to submit to Your loving care despite this flesh, this human mind of mine? Such it’s Your delight.
Your delight in my obedience is my strength. My strength is Your delight. Come gloom. Come glee. I’ll sing to Thee!
In this insane world of my existence? Come lack or plenty You are with me. You have set me free to be.
In It All, What Is My Part To Act ….?
Why then not act my part? What is this concern for my lack or bounty? What is this concern for my doings or not doings? What is this concern for my part to act? …. And the Father grieves.
A human I am to such questioning give way, but! No need to ACT at all. No need for my part. Not to my own merit, I am what I am but!
I am what I am by Your grace and favor, O my Father, O Father of mine. Let me keep that in mind.
The Human’s Love? Maybe Today. Tomorrow? Gone With The Wind. No Longer A Find….
I love it’s the human’s claim. Do you? Where is your love O human when I offend thee? …. And the Father grieves.
Happy, gleeful faces chanting I love ye all! Gloomy, sad faces, weeping in lack of human love. The mom’s and the papa’s in this insane world?
Lamenting their children’s absence. Alone they suffer their children’s claim, ‘I love you mom, I love you pop.’ Do you? …. And the Father grieves.
Today? The human claims, I LOVE YE! Chocolates, flowers, gifts of glee. Tomorrow? The human exclaims, I DON’T LOVE YE ANYMORE! Whatever for? … And the Father grieves.
On comes the strife. The parading of human kind. The bereaved, battered woman. The mothers at work. The lock-in children fending for themselves. … And the Father grieves.
The corrupted minds of many humans leading all to their final doom. Libertinism at its peak. What’s the use of my disgust? What’s the use of my discuss? … And the Father grieves.
I am human. Disgust. Discuss. My claim, my disdain, do I REPENTANCE claim? … And the Father grieves.
What Is It About?
It’s about the Almighty Creator of our beings. It’s all about the only ONE that has the power to change our minds for our ultimate good.
Behold! The Power Of HIS Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
It’s About The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings.
It’s ALL about the only ONE that allows you to take control of your life by learning what it takes to do the right thing at the right time—His time…
No Need To Blast Other Than The Father/Creator’s Love For All ….Not Just For Me.
Indeed! O my Reader, of what use is it for all the anger blasted through the waves of the Internet from the Righteous to the Unrighteous wing of this world of insanity?
Does My Father Grieve On My Account?
Am I in love with myself along with the rest of this world’s best? What was in the past the claim of mine in my heart and mind of MY LOVE for the Father/Creator?
O my Father! Was it ‘MY love’ ‘MY faith’ for and in Thee? Emphatically! It was in the past as it is now.
It was and it still is, ALL about YOUR love YOUR faithfulness not just for me, but! For the world of Your creation in need of Your salvation.
Remembering The Printed Words In My Heart And Mind ….?
Such words make me conclude. No need for my Father in my heart and mind to grieve. Only need?
To stop all my foolishness of unworthy suspicions about His love and faithfulness for all.
Yes! In my distress, I have cried unto Him and He, always, answered me, but! Today?
His answer resonated within my being in the most powerful way than ever before! How amazing are His ways!
Oh my Father! Your words resonate in my ears still, infusing Your strength and power in the deepest part of my being!
I will never be the same from here on to the rest of my allotted time on these earthly grounds. This to be a sober conclusion to end this post.
His Command To Me Personally ….?
It was indelibly printed in my heart and mind on that memorable day of October 21, 1986. Quote,
“Thia—My child, If you return and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair, then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile, cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you shall be My mouthpiece.
“But do not yield to them. Let them return to you—not you to the people.
“And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says Yahuwah your Master and Deliverer!
“And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.
In Closing This Post …?
Dear Reader, I leave ye all with that thought in mind as it is in my own mind. The remembrance of those words?
The cause for my anger and disgust and need to this world blast, it’s all gone! Time for me now to reconsider my own repentance.
Time for me sober to be. I am free sober to be because of Thee, O my Father. No need for You on my account to grieve. No need my unworthy suspicious insistence to relive.
Behold! The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom From On High on this day once more You drenched Upon me.
It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.