Never made it to my bed. Other was my led ….?
Friday, March 2, 2018 at 3:48 am.
It’s 8:19 pm. It’s the last day of this short month. O my Father? You know how I am feeling. Perhaps I need to sleep for the rest of this day. I’ll try.
It’s 11:14 pm. Never made it to my bed. Been fooling with my blog. Coming along just fine. Now I have a notice from Derek in Facebook. I might follow up with it. I’ll see how You lead me, my Father.
What Happened? What Continues To Happen …. ?
Nay! No Dereck. Have something better. My promise my delusions and confusions to you dear Reader. To ye all to confess!
Now, here look! I’m not really a ‘cook’! I just got better things in my mind for me to always take a look. I wrote a short comment. I’ll xxxx names and such for the sake of privacy, but!
My mind is set in reverse …. ?
- I used to look at my past. Painful memories I could not forsook over and over to look.
- I now look at my present. Painful memories?
- Forsaken! For the last couple of days?
- All my thoughts now revert to a past with so many wonderful memories mine for the taken.
What happened? What continues to happen? What miracle every single day come my way? Well? Nowadays, at every turn of my way?
A Miracle Happen, But! People? They Just ….?
Something triggers my mind to think of one or another wonderful memory from my memorable past. In the following comments I’ll share my miraculous memories.
Would people see my miraculous memories. Would people can see nothing but! Whatever other than the miracle I proclaim in vain? What’s my problem? People. I’ll explain.
These two comments could explain ….?
Hahaha! I knew you would come through sooner or later. New thing for me: I REFRAINED FROM PRESSURING YOU! It was hard, until yesterday.
Yesterday? All kinds of evil thoughts about myself, my children, and most especially about one of daughters—the one closest to me, and the one who has hurt me the most. Suddenly! Out of my mouth came these words,
I REFUSE TO DWELL ON THESE THINGS ANY LONGER! I QUIT CURSING MYSELF AND MY CHILDREN WITH THIS KIND OF THINKING! THAT’S FOR GOOD AND FOREVER!
WOW, my Friend! Like magic? I was set free! Joy. Power. Love. Compassion and all of that? Tenfold returned unto me somewhat. I am really, really free. The SON set me like He promises in the book of John.