Now What? Where does my help comes from ….?


Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, March 12, 2018 at 10:59 am.

Where does my help comes from ….?

Another Monday. Is anything changing? A question deserving some attention. I’m still in the dark somehow on what to post? What to do next? What to think?

What to talk about? Rather? How to get away from the talk, talk, talk? And big time, what to write about.

It seems there is no change no matter the multitude of spoken and written words. Words? I had enough of them!

O my Father,  HELP! It’s my shrilling cry. I find myself not making sense about anything! Just now I’m beginning to see my predicament.

You know that as a human I find myself more often than not frustrated and disgusted! And no! I am not any longer looking to help myself or let others help me out of this predicament. Why?

Because You have taken charge of my life. It’s time for me to take the matter seriously. You are my Reality in this insane world.

You have empowered me to submit to Your loving care. Even so ….?

The heaviness of this insane world along its inhabitants? Takes its toll when there is no evident change.

It’s really easy when there is a spark of light in this darkness that surrounds us all, but! That’s what it is, just a little spark that quickly sparks apart.

Back comes the darkness more poignant and repugnant. Depression. Discouragement. Despair. Doubts. Fears, and nothing is clear ….!

Darkness hides the Light of Your Presence in anyone’s heart. Even so? You are doing Your part. Even more so? You are empowering me to as well do my part.

I must share these things that actually sober me up.

Indeed! This mound of difficulties that don’t seem to ease off? Keep me aloof from the lime light of notoriety. What a blessing!

Should all things be working according to my idea of how things should be? Flocks of people would make a heroina and a celebrity out of me, and?

Your face will no longer would look on me!

May it never ever be! You are my Portion. You are my Master. You are my Father. What more could I ever want for?

I’m going on.

Tuesday, March 13, 2018 at 12:19 am.

Another midnight! In Your Presence You keep me without failure. What to share? Ah! The Overcoming Supernaturally! Old life gone. New life begins.

Reminder of the new life overcoming the old one supernaturally!…

How appropriate, why? Because of what is running through my mind here lately. A reminder of the new life overcoming the old one supernaturally!

Indeed! Supernaturally is the WORD. All events in my past and present? The colossal struggle between the natural self against the supernaturally.

SUPERNATURAL WINS! No matter how it appears even to my own self? I do not any longer live in the natural.

Of course! I am a human being. I got to eat, sleep, and go to the bathroom. I need a roof over my head. I need clothes to cover my troublesome body, but!

No need to be anxious about any of such necessities. Not even need for concern about any extras for my physical comfort, why?

Simple—My Heavenly Father knows about ALL my needs and wants better than I know them myself. He has never failed to provide the BEST of the rest for me.

I see what You have promised to me. Even so? My eyes are set on You. Your promises? Are part of Your doings not for me only but mainly for all those You have brought in my path.

Confession … ?

Often times? I been admonished for my concern for all whom You bring into my path. Young, old, in between. Whether they male or female be? The motherly nature takes over me, why?

At the onset of this stage of my life? I had a vision. To this day the vision is vivid in my remembrance. I still hear myself pronouncing the words I read in that vision.

In the vision I found myself on a terminal ready to go wherever I was to go. I lifted up my eyes. I saw, in huge letters 3 words that I read aloud. “I AM RACHEL!”

At the sound of my voice the vision ended. I wondered, ‘Who is Rachel?’ I looked it up. I found:

Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. She was the favorite wife of Jacob and the mother of Joseph and Benjamin in the Old Testament Wife: See also Bride and Marriage: Israel; the wife herself; joined together; submission; Bride of Christ; Holy Spirit; covenant relationship; the church or the remnant; unfaithfulness or faithfulness in the natural things or the spiritual things; miraculous transformation. (Ephesians 5: 23-32; Hos. 1: 2; 2 Corinthians 6: 14; 11: 2; Rev. 19: 7-9, 20-22; 21: 8; John 21-10; Is. 62: 5; Ez. 16: 8-14; 1 Corinthians 7:33; Gal. 4: 24)

Bride: See also Wife, Marriage and Groom: Covenant relationship; the church or the remnant; unfaithfulness or faithfulness in the natural things or the spiritual things; mi­raculous transformation. (Ephesians 5: 31-32; Hos. 1: 2; 2 Corinthians 6: 14; 11: 2; Rev.

Wow! This is what You are refreshing in my mind at the remembrance of that vision. It is now quite visible in all my doings with the people You gift to me.

  • Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. A long time ago in another vision I was shown myself as a little sheep brought back to the fold.

Israel; the wife herself; joined together; submission; Bride of Christ; Holy Spirit; covenant relationship; the church or the remnant; unfaithfulness or faithfulness in the natural things or the spiritual things; miraculous transformation.

  • Israel; the wife herself? Not quite clear to me until this very moment: Exactly what I represent. Indeed! Fancy not anyone of giving any personal credits to this thiaBasilia.
  • As representant of the wife? I submit to the Heavenly Husband. Husband in the general content of the word means a physical union of male to a female, but! In the content of the Scriptures? It also means Caretaker.

Holy Spirit; covenant relationship; the church or the remnant?

  • That’s my stand in the Set-Apart Spirit of the Father/Creator of our beings.
  • The Father/Creator restored my covenant relationship with Him for the benefit of His children.
  • I am also a member of the invisible non-official Congregation or the Remnant.

What Am I Doing With This List?

As the Spirit clarifies these things in my mind? So, He compels me to share with whomever wishes to read and profit from them.

I need to split this post because? I need to give you dear Reader, a time to discern what comes next.

Wow! It’s now Wednesday, March 14, 2018 at 6:39 am. I just woke up. Many hours I slept after the gruesome day of yesterday.

What did I read as soon as I got me awake enough to peruse my way in SIWO? A Big Headline:

I flinch! Wincing. Cringing. Fear and doubt knocking at my door. What for?

To discourage me from what The Spirit within me is compelling me to proclaim to:

The Ministers Leaders Of The Flock ….?

Will they hear? Will they mind? Father is getting ALL of that out of my mind. On to publish this. I’ll take care of whatever is next me as the Spirit within me compels me so me to do.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

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