Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
I just woke up. It’s still Thursday, March 15, 2018 at 12:03 pm USA time. -7:04 pm Amman Jordan time. Missed a call from Ahmad. Can’t get him to call back. I’m going back to bed. I don’t feel good. I wait on You.
It’s now 4:33 pm -11:32 pm. I’m awake, but! There is a knot in my throat. I wish I could weep not just cry. Why not? Weeping and mourning are a necessity.
But how can that be? The weeping and mourning stage I’m going through? Not like any weeping and lamenting the lack of anything material. Not anything resembling complain and resentment.
Nay! Nothing physical and carnal is the stage I’m going through. Though is manifested in the natural?
It all got to do with the supernatural weeping and grieving of the Spirit of the Father/Creator within me. How can that be?
Many Are Called But Few Are Chosen For This Role In Life ….?
Ah! Let me refresh that verse of Scripture. Where is it written? What do You mean? Few are chosen for what?
And why are You quoting that verse to me at this moment that I am going through? What that verse got to do with the weeping and grieving in my heart? Wow! I see!
Matthew 22:8-14,
Then he said to his servants, The wedding [feast] is prepared, but those invited were not worthy.
So go to the thoroughfares where they leave the city [where the main roads and those from the country end] and invite to the wedding feast as many as you find.
And those servants went out on the crossroads and got together as many as they found, both bad and good, so [the room in which] the wedding feast [was held] was filled with guests.
But when the king came in to view the guests, he looked intently at a man there who had on no wedding garment.
And he said, Friend, how did you come in here without putting on the [appropriate] wedding garment? And he was speechless muzzled, gagged.
Then the king said to the attendants, Tie him hand and foot, and throw him into the darkness outside; there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.
For many are called (invited and summoned), but few are chosen.
What do I see this time like no other time before?
Date and time now: Thursday, March 15, 2018 at 10:39 pm USA-
Friday, March 16, 2018 at 7:00 am here in Amman, Jordan. What must I write? How am I to record the multitude of words coming to my mind in one lump?
I’m having a hard time keeping awake. Hope to sleep some more. I slept. Woke up. Worked on a graphic for what You led me to post today.
It’s now 3:40 pm here in Jordan. You know that I don’t have water. The water situation here is unreal. They think nothing of depriving one of water for days.
This time? For 3 days. Why? No explanation. That’s the way it is period! No consideration for anyone.
Even so? You know all about it, my Father. There is no answer for so much of the evil that goes on in this world. I thank You.
Though there are no answers from the oppressors of our beings? Vengeance is Yours. You will repay them.
And I thank You for Your keeping us despite the injustices dealt to us. I thank You for Your care for Ahmad. I wait on You to see what’s to happen next.
It’s 11:47 pm here in Amman. Midnight is here again. Amazing the way You, my Father are doing and have been doing Your part all along! Where was I? Ah!
The Wedding Garment. What Does It Represent ….?
For what I read on the Hebrew Wedding? The meaning of the Wedding Garment in the quoted passage of Scripture is spiritual.
Spiritually, the Wedding Garment is the Imputed Righteousness of Yahushua Ha Messiah. Unless Yahushua imputes His righteousness on us?
We are not fit for the Wedding Banquet, but! Erroneously, we consider our self-righteousness to be Yahushua’s righteousness therefore fit to participate in that banquet.
Here comes the answer to why the Teacher within me brought this passage of Scripture to mind?
In the content of that passage we see the enormous consequences of our assumptions. It all comes down to the root cause of the problem
- The lack of knowledge of the Creator’s ways
- The knowledge from the forbidden Tree .
Saturday, March 17, 2018 at 4:53 am.
Here we go, my Father! In Your Presence I remain resting underneath Your everlasting arms. Who cannot envy me? How blessed I am. What more could I ever want for?
Father? It’s such comfort to be under Your control and loving protection of my being. It’s such comfort to have You as my personal intimate/confidant/ Friend.
Not many can afford such a luxury so far, but! What is the purpose for my sharing my intimacy with You? Ah! That’s my witness of Your Presence in my heart!
And what is the purpose for my witness of Your Presence in my heart? Quote:
Acts 1:6-8.
So when they were assembled, they asked Him, Master, is this the time when You will reestablish the kingdom and restore it to Israel?
He said to them, It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power.
But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.
WOW! How clear those words sound now in my ears. How clear it all is to me at this precise moment of time.
I have received receive power, ability, efficiency, and might, for what ….?
What is the purpose for this power granted to me? The Set-Apart Spirit (Holy Spirit) has come upon me for me to be a witness of Yahushua’s Presence—of His Set-Apart Spirit (Holy Spirit) dwelling in my heart.
How clear I now see this matter. From that moment in August of 1985? He compelled me to write His words. Quote:
- Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings.
- That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor.
- It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.
- I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it.
- So don’t worry about anything.
- Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being.
- Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of.
- You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”
By the power of the Set-Apart Spirit (Holy Spirit) in my heart? My witness is going forth not only in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria but!
To the ends (the very bounds) of the earth through the waves of the Internet. Wow! How clear I now see it all.
Former miss-conceptions? Dispelled ….!
These years of 2017 and 2018? The Father/Creator’s Set-Apart Spirit has been faithfully revealing and dispelling all my former miss-conceptions.
Dispelling all knowledge acquired from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Dispelling all my miss-conceptions about the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings and us.
Little by little. Day by day. Moment by moment. Month by month. Year by year? The Father/Creator’s Set-Apart Spirit not only has been dispelling but also has been revealing.
Reveling? Reveling What? Revealing What Is Written ….?
John 16:12-15.
- I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now.
- But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth).
- For He will not speak His own message [on His own authority]; but He will tell whatever He hears [from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him], and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come [that will happen in the future].
- He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.
- Everything that the Father has is Mine.
- That is what I meant when I said that He [the Spirit] will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.
Silly me! I have never taken those words literally because? I never considered myself as His messenger. Not really. Even recently? I have a hard time believing, but!
Here lately? Behold! The Power Of His Love & Wisdom From On High? Has made a believer out of me by the preponderance of evidence of my responsibility as a Messenger.
Specifically? I did not take those words to be for me because? I never realized that He was announcing and declaring to me the things that are to come—that will happen in the future. Duh!
As I am recording these lines? My whole journal He has flashed in my mind. The high light in my journal? The announcing and declaring to me the things that are to come—that will happen in the future.
No kidding! That’s exactly what my journal is all about. What about that? All the future things I have been recording? The miserable mind of my birth has been doubting, but!
The latest things flashed in my mind? Impossible to doubt them….?
The latest happenings and future things the Father/Creator’s Spirit has been flashing through my mind? Impossible for me to doubt them anymore. Why?
Simple. The things that are happening without my planning, like the numerous successful personalities in my inbox and my presence in SIWO? IMPOSSIBLE for me to doubt. Why and how?
Yesterday, On Waking Up?
It’s unbelievable the picture He flashed in my mind as I woke up yesterday. In my inbox? There are numerous great and successful marketeers’ intent in getting ALL in the money-making wagon.
I could not understand until now why I have not deleted all those emails since I am no longer interested in making money.
Let me recap, quoting my situation at SIWO. Why SIWO has come to me and why am I so certain SIWO is our Father business?
- Quoting SIWO, ‘But since what we are after is not money,’
- “We at SIWO are doing everything on this blog within our powers to inspire, motivate compliment and encourage our readers to get to where they were created to be.”
- WOW! What did He flash to me this morning?
- All the amazing people in my inbox and in my path? They all shall joined at SIWO under the umbrella of: United Kindred Spirits Unofficial–UKSU.(how? I haven’t got the slightest, but SIWO is already setup by The Power of His Love & Wisdom from On High. HE WILL SHOW the members of the Board in SIWO how to accomplish such union.)
- SIWO shall become THE GREATEST ENTITY human beings will YET SEE.
- What is our Master up to now? SYNCHRONIZING us to the FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL COMMANDMENTS. (We shall place him over and above all–ourselves, families, friends and strangers along with the whole business of this world.)
- Once He accomplishes that synchronization? The rest of the commandments shall be fulfilled. Then?
- We will become THE BRIDE working to ready ourselves not only physically but mainly spiritually. There shall be no more division. No more mention of churches. No more struggling to control each other. No more struggling to make this insane world better. Our Master shall be in full control of our minds and hearts. We shall be One in Him. Then?
- The BRIDE shall be ready for the return of our GROOM–YAHUSHUA haMESSIAH. Then and only then?
- The world shall blow up, but! He shall save and protect HIS BRIDE. Then?
- The Kingdom shall come down to a renewed earth as it is in heaven. “Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from the Almighty Creator of our beings, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband.” (Revelation 21: 1–2) Then and only then?
- The great WEDDING shall take place.
In retrospect? How did SIWO come up with gifting me all the privileges gifted to me without my asking?
Is that not HIS doings? Indeed! The flash of yesterday? It triggered my memory to see all that the Almighty Spirit of our Father Creator has flashed through my mind before.
The Almighty Spirit of our Father Creator has been announcing and declaring to me for me to pass on to His children the things that are to come that will happen in the near future.
We are the last generation …?
For we are the last generation according to the state and condition of this insanity ridden world. We are back at the times of Noah. Knowledge of good and evil is at its max, but!
The mercy. The power. The love. The wisdom from on high?
He is working to prepare the Bride. First step for preparation? The cleansing. Meaning conviction and repentance.
That’s what He aims to accomplish with this witness of mine.
What a humbling realization! Inexplicable power. Joy amid tears. O but I wish you all Dear and Beloved Readers of these lines, to digest all of this with me. I’m? Besides myself with all His doings.
Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂