If You would only slay the wicked within me, O my Father, and the men of blood depart from me—who speak against You wickedly, Your enemies who take Your name or all Your name stands for in vain!
Do I not hate them, O my Master, who hate You? And am I not grieved and do I not loathe those who rise up against You?
I hate them with perfect hatred; they have become my enemies. Search me thoroughly, O my Father, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts!
And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
Thanks, my Father. I know You answer me while I yet speak. Betrayed or not? The new posting setup is done. Should that be not Your will?
You will develop the circumstances to accomplish Your will in all this distressful moment I have gone through.
I refuse to fret about the outcome of the new posting setup. You are in control of it all. No problem. No worries or fears of any kind. I wait on You.
A New Day. A New Month. A New Attitude ….?
Tuesday, May 1, 2018 at 3:11 am.
Here I am, my Father, here I am. I’m waiting on You. What do You have in store for me on this 5th month of the year?
You know I have lost my vision. Even so? No need to fret. Hope in You. There is always hope in You. Hope is the evidence of things not yet seen. Sleep is here. 3:27 am.
I AM the True Vine, and My Father is the Vinedresser.
It’s now Tuesday, May 1, 2018 at 8:04 am.
O my Father, how real You are to me. You know the agony before one is to drink the bitter cup of man’s rejection and betrayal.
You know the treachery of man’s ways and means to destroy Your Presence within us now; to destroy Your Presence in the world then. All done with the kiss of vain compliments.
As He was still speaking, Judas, one of the Twelve [apostles], came up, and with him a great crowd with swords and clubs, from the chief priests and elders of the people.
Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, The One I shall kiss is the Man; seize Him. And he came up to Yahushua at once and said,