Now What My Father? Perhaps Corporate Worship? The Value Of Silence ….?

Corporate Worship ….?

Wednesday, May 2, 2018 at 3:23 am.
Goodness sake! O my Father? You are bringing me back to the root of the problem with the Body of our Messiah.

Corporate Worship? Where is it seated? Is it not seated in Paul’s Epistles?

Has anyone noticed the seemingly discrepancy between Paul’s Epistles and the Gospels?

What is written about Paul’s Epistles? Quote:

2 Peter 3:15-18
And consider that the long-suffering of our Master, His slowness in avenging wrongs and judging the world, is salvation—that which is conducive to the soul’s safety, even as our beloved brother Paul also wrote to you according to the spiritual insight given him, speaking of this as he does in all of his letters.
There are some things in those epistles of Paul that are difficult to understand, which the ignorant and unstable twist and misconstrue to their own utter destruction, just as they distort and misinterpret the rest of the Scriptures.
Let me warn you therefore, beloved, that knowing these things beforehand, you should be on your guard, lest you be carried away by the error of lawless and wicked persons and fall from your own present firm condition—your own steadfastness of mind.
But grow in grace (undeserved favor, spiritual strength) and recognition and knowledge and understanding of our Master and Redeemer Yahushua Messiah. To Him be honor, majesty, and splendor both now and to the day of eternity. Amen (so be it)!

Compare the Gospels against Paul’s Epistles ….?

Only remember the warning in the above quoted passage from one of the twelve first chosen disciples of Yahushua Messiah:

There are some things in those epistles of Paul that are difficult to understand, which the ignorant and unstable twist and misconstrue to their own utter destruction, just as they distort and misinterpret the rest of the Scriptures.

Yes, with no exceptions? We are all ignorant and unstable until the Almighty Spirit of our Father deems necessary to deliver us from our own ignorant and unstable selves.

Plucked Out of Corporate Worship Since 1985 ….?

Me? Father plucked me out of Corporate Worship since 1985, but! Pulled by loneliness and the programmed Corporate Worship ingrained in my natural mind?
I returned to Corporate Worship in 1995. Twelve years later, in May 2007? I dropped on the floor. Arrived at Emergency ward at the point of death.
My sodium level to the fatal point. Reason? I had made gods out the wonderful doctors who did their best to alleviate my many health complains, but! I was misdiagnosed.
Next? Four months later on September 15, 2007? The Almighty Spirit of our Father/Creator descended upon me.

Confrontation. Conviction. Repentance. Restoration in that order. My story ….?

(4:29 am back to sleep. Continue on waking up.)
Thursday, May 3, 2018 at 4:48 am.
This story has been told in many published writings, posts, articles, books, and? By spoken words. Write. Publish. Talk, talk, talk until!
Who knows?

O my Father! One more time ….?

Perhaps this time is meant to reach one more soul. I don’t know but You do. In obedience to Your leading? Here I go.
It’s now 2017. I’m 78 years since my birth. I started my mental health journey since 1962. Pregnant for my 2nd baby. Young. No family or friends I could depend on. Depressed. I visited the Mental Health Clinic hoping to find help for the way I was feeling.
I barely remember the young beautiful nurse who interview me. She suggested Chemical treatment. I declined. Don’t know why?
Some 12 years later? for the first time reading the Bible I got into the spiritual world. No one at that time knew anything about such world; plus tremendous forces that came against me? My mind snapped!
Rushed to the nearest Mental Health Hospital. I come to my senses for a moment. My then husband and my pastor talked me into signing myself in when I was called to the admitting desk.
I did not want to sign in because I knew I was not insane, but! They insisted and I gave in. The minute I signed in?
They injected me as I found out later with enough Terrazin that could have killed a horse. I was out for 3 whole days.
On the 3rd day I woke up in a cold, cold room. Tied down to an stretcher. I was quite uncomfortable.
I kept saying: In the name of Jesus let this restrains break! To no avail. Then? I will never forget the next moment.
A wonderful smell and the mane of red hair and the beautiful lady doctor bending over to my ears, asking me, “are you awake?”
I answered, “Yes, please untied me. I am hurting.”

That was 1974. Another breakdown in 1985. In 1995? Electric Shocks Treatments that almost destroyed me completely.
My oldest child fired the doctor. My recuperation? The dreadful chemical therapy, but this time?

1 Comment

  1. So big and patiently written work Thia..

    all I i understand is that the mankind should understand that love and peace is the only way be near god.. and the more you want to be with good, the more you should respect and care for it’s creation.

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