Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Sunday, May 6, 2018 at 1:53 am.

Yes, I talk to my Father. Yes my Father talks to me. Or? Is it the other way around    ?

Thanks, my Father for Your faithfulness. Thanks for sweet, satisfying companionship. Thanks for showing and revealing to me Your covenant and its deep, inner meaning.

Yesterday was a bitter day for me. Did not understand Your reasoning for reminding me of the nightmare of my 2012 trip to the USA, until I woke up a moment ago, and?

I saw! I heard ….?

What Is Love? Do I Love You? Do You Love Me? Wow! Reality check! Yesterday’s distress? Gone for the best!

What did I see? I saw Peter/Simon one of Your twelve disciples. I heard Peter’s confession of his intense emotional love for his Master.

I heard the Master, “Get thee beyond Me Satan ….” Peter again, “Master, I am ready to go with You both to prison and to death.”

The Master, “I tell you, Peter, before a single cock shall crow this day, you will three times utterly deny that you know Me.”

Peter denies his Master just as his Master told him he would do.
And the Master turned and looked at Peter. And Peter recalled the Master’s words, how He had told him, Before the cock crows today, you will deny Me thrice.

And he went out and wept bitterly—that is, with painfully moving grief. Later on, after the Resurrection?

John 21:15-22

When they had eaten, Yahushua said to Simon Peter, Simon, son of John, do you love Me more than these others do—with reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion, as one loves the Father? He said to Him, Yes, Master, You know that I love You that I have deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend. He said to him, Feed My lambs.

Again He said to him the second time, Simon, son of John, do you love Me with reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion, as one loves the Father? He said to Him, Yes, Master, You know that I love You that I have a deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend. He said to him, Shepherd (tend) My sheep.

He said to him the third time, Simon, son of John, do you love Me with a deep, instinctive, personal affection for Me, as for a close friend? Peter was grieved (was saddened and hurt) that He should ask him the third time, Do you love Me? And he said to Him, Master, You know everything; You know that I love You that I have a deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend. Yahushua said to him, Feed My sheep.

From Self-Sufficiency to Humility ….?

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, when you were young you girded yourself put on your own belt or girdle and you walked about wherever you pleased to go. But when you grow old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will put a girdle around you and carry you where you do not wish to go.

He said this to indicate by what kind of death Peter would glorify the Almighty. And after this, He said to him, Follow Me!

What about what happens to others? None of my business ….?

But Peter turned and saw the disciple whom Yahushua loved, following—the one who also had leaned back on His breast at the supper and had said, Master, who is it that is going to betray You?

When Peter saw him, he said to Yahushua, Master, what about this man?

Yahushua said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? What concern is it of yours? You follow Me!

How do this applies to thiaBasilia?

O my Father? How do this applies to thiaBasilia? I don’t remember having that intensity of emotion for You as Peter had, but!

Now I know why? You are opening my eyes as I read again the verse about Peter’s death ‘by what kind of death Peter would glorify the Almighty.

Humility not Self-Sufficiency ….?

Do I see humility in all the emotional wave of love for Yahushua, rather I love Jesus? Is there humility in all the emotional show of love for our concept of our Creator?

Is there humility in all the positive expressions of this wave of positive thinking this insanity ridden world flaunts with a flare? None at all!

Emotional and Intellectual Upheavals are not ‘Love’ ….?

Instead the arrogance of mankind is at its peak. I am confident! I can do it! You can do it! God is love. Love yourself. I am divine. I am eternal. I found myself!

I’m love. Unconditional love. No wrong. No right. I’m changing the world! I can do anything my mind sets up to do! Or?

The Church! The WORD. They are demon possessed. I am a pastor. My ministry. My. My. My. I. I. I. I’m proud to be a Christian, Jew, or Muslim. And? The Father/Creator grieves.

The Father/Creator grieves ….?

It’s all confessions from the lips of the flesh of man, the human mind is supreme, but! Yahuwah/Yahushua—Father and Son? Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High.

We are not utterly destroy because of that  love ….?

The Almighty Loving Creator of our beings repents to have created us! Even so? We are not utterly destroy because of that  love.

Thanks my Father for Your faithfulness ….?

Thanks my Father for considering me worthy to experience Your grieving heart. Thanks for Your intimate unbroken companionship.

Thanks for letting me into the deep inner meaning of Your covenant with us. Yesterday was a gruesome day beyond my comprehension. The tears flowed.

Yesterday? Today?  The tears flowed ….?

Today? O my Father? I hear, “Your tears are the fertilizer for My grounds of pure love and unfathomable wisdom. Rejoice! Regardless your feelings, your intense sadness? I delight in your obedience to submit it all to Me. Sit still. You are about to see My deliverance.”

Always the plea from my heart ….?

Let Your words sink deep into my being. Let me never take control of my life again. I am not my own. For me to live is Your Son. What am I to do next, my Father?

All done by the power of Your love and wisdom from on high not by thiaBasilia’s power.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂