Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Sunday, May 6, 2018 at 1:53 am.
Yes, I talk to my Father. Yes my Father talks to me. Or? Is it the other way around ?
Thanks, my Father for Your faithfulness. Thanks for sweet, satisfying companionship. Thanks for showing and revealing to me Your covenant and its deep, inner meaning.
Yesterday was a bitter day for me. Did not understand Your reasoning for reminding me of the nightmare of my 2012 trip to the USA, until I woke up a moment ago, and?
I saw! I heard ….?
What Is Love? Do I Love You? Do You Love Me? Wow! Reality check! Yesterday’s distress? Gone for the best!
What did I see? I saw Peter/Simon one of Your twelve disciples. I heard Peter’s confession of his intense emotional love for his Master.
I heard the Master, “Get thee beyond Me Satan ….” Peter again, “Master, I am ready to go with You both to prison and to death.”
The Master, “I tell you, Peter, before a single cock shall crow this day, you will three times utterly deny that you know Me.”
Peter denies his Master just as his Master told him he would do.
And the Master turned and looked at Peter. And Peter recalled the Master’s words, how He had told him, Before the cock crows today, you will deny Me thrice.
And he went out and wept bitterly—that is, with painfully moving grief. Later on, after the Resurrection?
When they had eaten, Yahushua said to Simon Peter, Simon, son of John, do you love Me more than these others do—with reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion, as one loves the Father? He said to Him, Yes, Master, You know that I love You that I have deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend. He said to him, Feed My lambs.
Again He said to him the second time, Simon, son of John, do you love Me with reasoning, intentional, spiritual devotion, as one loves the Father? He said to Him, Yes, Master, You know that I love You that I have a deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend. He said to him, Shepherd (tend) My sheep.
He said to him the third time, Simon, son of John, do you love Me with a deep, instinctive, personal affection for Me, as for a close friend? Peter was grieved (was saddened and hurt) that He should ask him the third time, Do you love Me? And he said to Him, Master, You know everything; You know that I love You that I have a deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend. Yahushua said to him, Feed My sheep.
From Self-Sufficiency to Humility ….?
I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, when you were young you girded yourself put on your own belt or girdle and you walked about wherever you pleased to go. But when you grow old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will put a girdle around you and carry you where you do not wish to go.