A Gift To All From A Mother…

I woke up. I stretched and rubbed my arms. Didn’t feel any pain anymore. I sat up. I checked the time. Hum! Midnight.

Here I am my Father to worship You with my midnight prayer of thanksgiving. I got up. Picked up my glasses from the likes of a nigh-table and fixed them over my eyes.

I glanced towards the computer screen. Hum! Only the trash bin quietly beaming ‘Weekly Godinterest Post Digest #3’.

Disgusted! But Reasoning, Wisdom at my Opened Door ….?

I walked away thinking, ‘nothing! Not a single email to celebrate my mother’s day!’. I made to the bathroom with that thought in mind.

In the bathroom? Reasoning comes my way, Mother’s Day? I quit celebrating it for ten years now, what on earth am bickering about?

As it is in the physical? I have nothing, literally nothing that I can eat for a meal. Nothing to validate my motherhood. My children seemed to have erased my being from their mind.

My friends and brothers and sisters are no where to be found. Not even strangers for me around, YET!


You are my Portion. I am not alone. You are ALWAYS with me. Though my mother and all abandon me? Not Thee!

I made it back to the computer and, separated the headline, ‘God-interest’. I clicked. I began to read. I read,

Why are you so downcast? You hang your head down, just ‘getting on with life’, but not truly living. Do you not know that you have victory because of Jesus? Your identity lies with Christ, not with what the world throws at you. You are not your mistakes, you are not your physical appearance, you are not your job, your relationships or your possessions (however grand or meager), you are who GOD says you are. ….

I read and read and read until the end, then? This is all the absolute truth, but! Something does not add-up.

It’s all truth, what then is not of my liking, rather is not of Your liking, my Father?

Wow! The portrait of the Former Me!

Even the me of yesterday! Hahaha! HalleluYah! Totally ridiculous, but!

Even the writer of such truth? By the wording in the post, has not come to terms that it all applies not just to me and you dear Reader, it all applies just as well and, big time to her unsuspecting soul!

O Well! Me? Deliverance ….?

Deliverance from my own evil carnal feelings of defeat and gloom, and doom, just as I asked You to do for me, O My Father—O Father Of Mine. What a Mighty Yah You are!

What now, O My Father—O Father Of Mine?

Joy quite explicable. Peace, not as the world gives. In You? I have Perfect peace. Your peace to me You bequeath. Perfect peace and confidence.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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