I can’t count the days, but! You can. You know the deepest longings in my heart. You promised to satisfy them all, and? You are true to Your promises. You are true to Yourself!
Yesterday? O Mighty One! Yesterday You came down to my world in Your own splendor, but! Though that I am still trembling? I am also the human being that You created, and?
You have chosen my lot for my existence in this insanity ridden world. Can I alter that given lot to me? Certainly! Only in that case?
My lot is no longer genuine. My lot becomes a counterfeit of what I am meant to be, and? The insanity of this world permeates from the deepest part of my being.
Misery of miseries! Vanity! Futility! Disgusted cartoon destined for doom, destined in the pit of hell to loom. Faced with the lack of the splendor of Your Presence. Dead.
Dead I now live in this terrain, would You leave me dead forever to remain? My punishment is more than I can bear!
You are hereby banished from this ground which you have defiled with your brother’s blood.
No longer will it yield crops for you, even if you toil on it forever! From now on you will be a fugitive and a tramp upon the earth, wandering from place to place.”
Cain replied to the Master, “My punishment is greater than I can bear.
For you have banished me from my farm and from you, and made me a fugitive and a tramp; and everyone who sees me will try to kill me.”
The Master replied, “They won’t kill you, for I will give seven times your punishment to anyone who does.” Then the Master put an identifying mark on Cain as a warning not to kill him.
Wow! No wonder why all the attempts from Satan disguised as a human being have failed to destroy the disgusted cartoon destined for doom that I used to be. Wow! And now?
The Messiah—Yahushua—the Wisdom and Power of the Almighty ….!
I know very well how foolish it sounds to those who are lost, when they hear that Yahushua died to save them. But we who are saved recognize this message as the very power of the Almighty Creator.