This Is How I Have Finally Sat Still For Real…Nineteen Days? No Monitor. No Computer. No Posting….?
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? It’s almost the end of this memorable day of Wednesday, June 6, 2018 now at 11:09 pm. In awe of Your doings I will resume posting as You are leading me to do.
It was 8:15 pm on Saturday, May 19, 2018. I had been laying on bed trying to sleep. Suddenly! Skype rings. Quickly I jumped out of bed to answer what I thought to be Denise’s expected call.
I grabbed the mouse to click and answer. WHAT??? The monitor turned black. BLINK! BLINK! BLACK! And desktop lack! No desktop? No way to answer Skype. No way to get to my programs to resume my work.
Time to panic? Not this time anyway. Instead? I headed back to bed. I lifted my voice on high. “Father? You know it. You see it. You are in control of it all.
You see the thorny situation in my way right now. The monitor has crashed. I have tried all I know how to get it going again to no avail. No monitor? No way to resume my work. No way a new monitor to get as well. Why?
New attitude about money. New attitude about worries to get things …
O my Father? You have given me a new attitude about money. How have You done so?
Well, it’s Your will and command for Your children to bring to You 10% of their whole income, or, 10% of their first fruits. (Malachi 3:10.)
I had neglected Your command for the last few years, but! A few days ago You led me to Malachi 3. As I re-read Your words under the light of Your Spirit? Conviction. Power to repent.
True repentance means the power to obey Your commands, but! True repentance can only come by from the power of Your love and Your unfathomable wisdom to set the time for it to happen.
My time came a few days ago. I made the arrangements to set apart 10% of my total income, and? Under no circumstance let me touch that money. For that money is no longer mine. It belongs to You, my Father.
It’s done! By the power of Your love and wisdom to convict and empower me to truly repent. Now what, my Father? I have no way to access my account to withdraw any monies, but!
Power to keep the commandment no matter what? ….
Even if I could access my bank account? I have a choice to make, do I stick to keep Your commandment or, do I break it?
