Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, June 13, 2018 at 11:22 am.
I had my days wrong ….?
Wow! My Father? This is the eve of my 79th birthday. I thought I had to wait until Friday, but? You must to pushed it one day ahead.
You know that I can’t hardly wait to see what You got in store for me on this so especial birthday of mine! Wow! Now what, my Father?
It’s Wednesday, June 13, 2018 now at 10:35 pm. O my Father? You know I need to go to sleep but I am not sleepy at all. I wait on You. Will go to bed anyhow.
It’s my Birthday at last! ….?
Thursday, June 14, 2018 at 1:08 am.
It’s my Birthday, Father! Have You forgotten it? I wonder. Not a single email yet, and money? Nothing. Zilch! I just as well go back to sleep and sleep until my long awaited 79th birthday pass and be no more.
Regardless! I’m so blessed ….?
It’s now 3:52 am. Thanks my Father for Your Presence within me. Thanks for Your Presence in every little detail of my life. Thanks for the healing of my soul.
I beseech You to give me the incentive to not only return to my task but to do it with the certainty of Your hand of mercy upon me.
No need for concern of any kind ….?
No need to concern myself with the noise going on in this insanity ridden world. My only concern is You and the vital need to keep my gaze upon You.
I’m grateful, for You have given me this place of quiet and safety despite of the disgusting noise and rubbish surrounding me. Even so?
Secured in Your Presence ….?
I sit four floors above it all safe from any intruders in my privacy.
Fears-Misgivings from the past? Gone! ….?
I pause and reflect. Any fears and misgivings I might had before? They are no more.
The same goes for any of my longings to go shopping and pick and choose whatever my heart desires. As of last night, those longings? Gone! How?
How has it all come to pass ….?
Last night I made one last plan to go shopping for a printer. I talked to Joyce for her approval. Then? I attempted to talk to Ahmad. Ha! My plan and hope to satisfy my shopping longings? Annihilated!