Well, let me see. How do I limit myself. By sulking—a state or mood of feeling resentful or sullen: Man O Man! The meaning of sullen answers my limitation question.
- Showing a brooding ill humor or silent resentment; morose or sulky.
- Gloomy or somber in tone, color, or portent: sullen, gray skies.
- Sluggish; slow: the sullen current of a canal.
Lack of wisdom? The core of my ill health ….?
That’s what I been doing all this time! Sulking! It’s been costing me my health and my wealth in the relationship with Ahmad and family.
Never in a million years could I have been able to get rid of this awful state of sulking. I sensed such feeling, but! No matter how hard I tried to justify myself?
It has been going from bad to worse between Ahmad and myself, but now? Such awful state is gone for good! I know it is so because this time? You, my Father, have exposed and disposed of it. Now? Wow!
Gladly singing now ….?
Once again, I can sing with a glad heart, “I feel good. Just to know I been redeemed makes me feel good!” Even so? The best part is that the way I feel is not just an ordinary feeling.
Now I see the Father’s Deliverance ….?
Indeed! Not at all an ordinary feeling! This is Your Deliverance—Yahushua’s Presence within my being. He walks with me. He talks to me. He tells me I’m His own. I can now go on!
What a marvelous start for my 79th Birthday!
I must post this today! Hey just now? I see that beautifully notification up on my screen: You’ve got money! Got to go check it out! Wow!
Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all? Stays there in my heart to stay for eternity, your sister, not thiaBasilia anymore. Why? Because I am not the Author of the underlaying message in the posts.