Anger, Love, And Lust. My High Intellect Was Supreme.
I lived by the raw emotions of anger, love, and lust. My high intellect was supreme. I knew and understood so much, but? Had no patience with what I consider stupidity.
Unable To Understand Good And Evil ….?
Plus, I could not reconcile the badness in the attitude of all human beings I could see around me. No matter how hard I tried to overlook that attitude in all persons of my acquaintance? I failed. Why?
A Child’s Nature Not The Norm In This Insanity Ridden World.
Simple. My nature is the nature of a trusting child. I trust
and love like a child does. Unfortunately? This insane world is not the right environment for such nature. Thank goodness! This world is not my home. Even so? In this insanity ridden world I exist, and? Though that I am in this world? I have a way to overcome it. Quote:
Yahushua speaking to His followers at the end of His time on this earth.
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]
Way back 70 years ago? Dona Delfina stealthily bought me—a Cathodic by birth, to a protestant meeting. I remember that incident as it happened just yesterday. Can’t remember anything other than the moment to answer the call: “Lit up you hand if you want Jesus (Yahushua) as your personal Lord (Master) and Savior.” I lifted my hand, and? I hear myself even to this moment: “Yo accepto a Jesus como my salvador personal.” (“I accept Jesus (Yahushua) as my personal Lord (Master) and Saviour.”
Faithful to a ‘God’ I did not know until now.
From there on? I grew up faithful and devoted to my Catholic Church at first, then? I drifted into the protestant stream of churches, but! Remained faithful to a ‘God’ I did not know, until? This instant of my life’s existence!