The day? June 20, 1985 around 3 am. I had hit bottom. Like King Solomon?
I had tried everything there is to try to find the meaning of this life of pain and suffering.
From Super Good To Super Bad My Life Swung!
From the most devoted religious life to the bottom of corruption.
I had betrayed my children. I had let down all my friends. I had climbed up and down in the financial arena.
Anger, Love, And Lust. My High Intellect Was Supreme.
I lived by the raw emotions of anger, love, and lust. My high intellect was supreme.
I knew and understood so much, but?
Had no patience with what I consider stupidity.
Unable To Understand Good And Evil ….?
Plus, I could not reconcile the badness in the attitude of all human beings I could see around me.
No matter how hard I tried to overlook that attitude in all persons of my acquaintance? I failed. Why?
A Child’s Nature Not The Norm In This Insanity Ridden World.
Simple. My nature is the nature of a trusting child. I trust and love like a child does. Unfortunately?
This insane world is not the right environment for such nature. Thank goodness! This world is not my home.
Even so? In this insanity ridden world I exist, and? Though that I am in this world? I have a way to overcome it. Quote:
Yahushua speaking to His followers at the end of His time on this earth.
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]