Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Tuesday, July 17, 2018 at 12:33 am.
A Loving Father Watches Over Me Despite….?
O my Beloved Father, it’s past midnight again! What am I doing? Just perusing around the couple of likes from one of the sites I posted on.
Again, what am I doing? Nothing really. You know I am to post in the other sites, but! You also know that I need to go to sleep. I wonder.
O well! Let me get up, close the door, and go to bed, and? Let You do the rest for the best!
Tuesday, July 17, 2018 now at 6:17 am.
Thanks, my Father! Five hours of sleep did me good. Despite my painful body. Despite the wondering of the wicked human within me?
I remain steady under Your loving control. You always lead me in the right way to go no matter how that way looks to me.
I Never Fancy This Kind Of Certainty Amid My Uncertainty ….?
The posting is done. I will now go for another version of the cover yet. It feels like I am wasting my time. Am i obsessed with this thing about graphics? Nay! My father’s way for the day….?
You have Your reason for all that comes to me to do. So? I quit my bickering. I’m going on as per whatever it comes to me do. Wow!
I never fancy this kind of certainty amid my uncertainty. What a mystery—one of those hidden things in Your sacred covenant with us.
Your Covenant? What Is It ….?
Phew! There is a book I considered to be the best at one point of my journey, but! O my Father! How awesome! How simply You clarify all the bests of my past. What came to me this morning?
Pondering. Reflecting. What is it that You are doing with my life? You are now showing Your covenant and revealing to me its deep, inner -meaning.
But why now, my Father You are showing and revealing these things to me? I thought You had already taught me about Your covenant.
I Thought I Knew ….?
I remember the amazing time when I first learned about Your covenant in Don Esposito’s book, the Chosen People.
What a book! I ate it, and? Fed it to many in previous writings. I thought Don Esposito worthy of my following and learning from him.
How Did I Learn Obedience ….?
Ha! Behold! That wicked human being within me! How easily I fell into the trap! Following man not Yahushua Messiah—my Redeemer, but!
You knew all about it, my Beloved Father. You let me experience those years of following man instead of Yahushua. Why? Simple. I had to learn obedience by the things I suffered while following mankind.
What Caused Me To Alienate Myself From My Family, From My Friends ….?
Now? Even yesterday, now? You are showing and revealing to me the things that the wicked human being within me grabbed on to in the past.
Those things that caused me to alienate myself from my family and my friends. Those things that almost cost me my physical life period!
Wow! And why now, my Father? You already answered me in the previous post.
I Am Standing At The Entrance Of The Most Fabulous Time Of My Life …. ?
Ha! How in this precarious existence of my being can I not wonder and ponder about this matter, my Father?
How can I sit still? How can I wait with patience and composure for You to materialize this fabulous time of my life?
I’ll take a break. I’ll see what You’ll do to answer my wonderings of this morning.
The Fabulous Answer ….?
Wednesday, July 18, 2018 at 3:10 am.
O my Father? It’s not about money. It’s not about anything materialistic. It’s all about You—about Your ways.
- About learning to respect and appreciate Your love.
- All about respecting, appreciating Your unfathomable wisdom.
Wow! That’s The Answer! I Already Live A Fabulous Life In My Father’s Presence ….?
It’s a fabulous thing to be chosen by You for no merit of my own. My Life?
- So remarkable as to elicit disbelief: amazing, astonishing, astounding, fantastic, fantastical, incredible, marvelous, miraculous, phenomenal, prodigious, stupendous, unbelievable, wonderful, wondrous.
- Particularly excellent: divine, fantastic, fantastical, glorious, marvelous, sensational, splendid, superb, terrific, wonderful.
- Informal: dandy, dreamy, great, ripping, super, swell, tremendous.
- Slang: cool, groovy, hot, keen, neat, nifty.
- Idiom: out of this world.
- Of or existing only in myths: legendary, mythic, mythical, mythologic, mythological.
Yes! Indeed! What an amazing answer to my wonderings of yesterday’s morning.
O but Your ways are beyond my human ability of understanding, but! Absolutely no need to continue trying to understand!
Yesterday? At The Entrance.
Today? Inside. Wow!
No human—including the human within me or devil roaming the grounds of this insanity ridden world can any longer rattle my cage.
My Cage? What Cage?
The pitiful cage of this body of mine. The bars of my thoughts and feelings of defeat and despair, bickering, complaining.
Yes! My body, mind, and feelings have prevailed to make my life miserable, but!
Behold! The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All.
Your Love. Your Wisdom, O Mighty One? Never Fails. It Always Avails!
I bear witness in my soul of that love. I bear witness in my soul of that wisdom. The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom are recorded in the pages of, The Family—A—True Story—My Story.
THE FAMILY—A—TRUE STORY
- A Life To Impact The Globe With Hope....
- Dysfunctional Mother—Bipolar Depression Schizophrenia
- The Family Restored!
- Conquered worries. Overcame sorriest. Became Functional.
- The Family Restored!
- Not for Sale. A Gift from Above With Much Love. Enjoy!
- Not For Sale. Not For Free. Price? The Price Of Your Attention To The Author’s Intention ….
- Motto: RESULTS TALKS–HUMOR Instead Of ANGER Is No Longer Stranger!
- Enthralling. Liberating. Powerful!
- Past? Dysfunctional Present? WOW!
- Bipolar Depression Schizophrenia? What’s your label?
- Scratch them all. One way. You will find it.
- Mentally Ill? Conquer your worries. Overcome your sorriest
- Candid Thoughts. Brutally Honest. Strong Character.
- Worth its price in gold.
- She Scratched her labels--conquered her worries--overcame her sorriest.
- We were a Family.
- A Dysfunctional one, but!
- A Loving Family we were. We still are …
- RESULTS TALKS–HUMOR Instead Of ANGER Is No Longer Stranger!
- Now really is the time. Surf!
- You’ll find the way to soar like eagles soar high up to the Presence of our Creator.
- We were a Family. A Dysfunctional one, but! A Loving Family we were. We still are …
The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect
- To Be Loved.
- To Love.
- Your Cherish Family O Mighty One? Forever To be!
That, my dear Reader is what my life is all about—the most fabulous time of my life in the Presence of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings.
Until the next post? His love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all? Stays there in my heart to stay for eternity, your sister.
