What’s With My Dream Life In A Penthouse Garden….?

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Friday, July 27, 2018 at 2:00 pm.

I Feel Anger And Disgust, But Then? Read On ….?

Father? You know I been working on this post since last Wednesday, but! I just can bring myself to post it. Why? I pause. I reflect.

All things I see. All things I hear. All things I read. The responses. The reactions to me and to all? Just zap so much out of me! I feel anger and disgust, but then?

I reflect on my own doings. Hum! That causes me even more anger and disgust! Why? Simple. I am human no different than other humans, yet?

One Moment I Am Certain, Next Moment? Who Knows?

O my Father! What’s going on with me? Why one moment I am certain, next moment? Who knows? Ah! You do! Yes! My Father, You do know every minute detail of my being and my doings.

All the things that I wonder about myself? You know it. You know of the things that deeply trouble me. You know of my deepest longings.

Better yet! You are now showing Your covenant and revealing to me its deep, inner meaning. Yeah, You know. You know the wicked human that I am.

No matter. That wicked human is no longer my master. That wicked human must remain with me, but! I can freely laugh and mock its attempts to take control of me.

It’ll never happen! I have now the power to reject those attempts with the same power in Yahushua’s words to Peter’s wicked human being within Peter in Matthew 16:21-23.

Phew! What A Relief! Sometimes? I Feel Like I Will Never Laugh Again, But!

My Father speaks! Words from my Father. Quote:

“Get behind Me, Satan!” Is the magic word to reject all your thoughts and feelings of doubt and fear causing me so much pain and suffering!

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!

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