I reflect on my own doings. Hum! That causes me even more anger and disgust! Why? Simple. I am human no different than other humans, yet?
One Moment I Am Certain, Next Moment? Who Knows?
O my Father! What’s going on with me? Why one moment I am certain, next moment? Who knows? Ah! You do! Yes! My Father, You do know every minute detail of my being and my doings.
All the things that I wonder about myself? You know it. You know of the things that deeply trouble me. You know of my deepest longings.