The Tears Flow. Where Do They Go Where Are My Children On The Go ….?

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Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, July 28, 2018 at 10:29 pm.

Why am here? What’s the use ….?

The end of this day is coming. I find myself in a state of anger and disgust! Wondering why am I here? But! I don’t have to wonder.

You have Your reasons for all that goes on with me. This anger? This disgust with my close and far loved ones? Is part of Your plan for me.

Anger serves its purposes ….?

You tell me not to question my doings. I will not. I will not any longer feel bad about this raging anger against the evils around me.

It’s now Saturday, July 28, 2018 at 11:43 pm. My anger has subsided. I am now ready for bed. Thanks, my Father for Your Presence.

Overbearing Loneliness ….?

You are always with me. You sense the loneliness that I sense. You feel the anger I feel. It’s not about my comfort. It’s all about Your children’s lack of love for You—for me.

Sunday, July 29, 2018 at 4:51 am.

What’s the use of knowledge without the power to perform as such?

Father? Here I am or am I? I don’t know. I don’t know anything anymore, and? I have not any desire to know. What’s the use?

What’s the use to know I am to sit still when sitting still is an impossibility for me? Why?

No sight of my children coming home ….?

The useless feeling comes as I feel the blunt of my children’s absence. Let my tears flow. Back to bed! Can’t wake up. 5:08 am

The Tears Flow. Where Do They Go? Where Are My Children On The Go ….?

Sunday, July 29, 2018 at 8:23 am.

Do you see it, My child? Are you letting your tears flow?

My own tears flow to see My children on the go.

Together they march along the tune to ‘church’ to ‘church’ to ‘church’!

It’s Sunday. It’s Saturday. To that deity of our choice we must head on.

To that church with the cross we must give our most.

While I sit on My throne letting the tears profusely flow and glow

In the gold that lines your heart

Where to start? Where do us part?

The garden of life planted fresh

The forbidden tree was chosen for best

To death My children’s march began

Still going on

To death that ‘church’ with the ‘cross’ leads them on.

Let the tears flow …

Thanks, my Father! You know what’s best for the rest. You promised to fertilize my garden with the flow of my tears. Let Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Meantime and until the next post? Much love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all. Your sister, thia.


thiaBasilia

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!

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