Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Time To Reflect ….?
Thursday, August 9, 2018 at 8:58 am.
Yes indeed! Optimizing takes time, but! It’s time well spent in reflection. Flowing with the Spirit of my Father?
No telling the beauty emanating from within. Joy inexplicable, full of my Father’s esteem.
Did I Waste My Time Yesterday? Nay! Read On ….?
Friday, August 10, 2018 at 3:44 am.
Here we are, my Father. One more week is gone. At sundown today the 7th day of rest shall begin. What will it be for me, my Father?
Yesterday? All my efforts to optimize were fruitless, least what it seems to me, yet! In the economy of my time You do not waste a second. I will go on, regardless how it looks to me.
What Should I Post Today ….?
I’ll check now where am I at with the posting. Perhaps? I need to post something other than what I had in mind to post yesterday.
You lead the way. My hope and expectation are set on You alone no matter all obstacles my mind can set to make me do otherwise.
You know how difficult it is for me to shut off the world’s noise. You know how much I continue to hurt physically despite all my efforts to eat healthy.
No matter! I am joyfully going on.
Though there are no cattle in the stalls. Though there is no fruit in my avocado tree? I rejoice in You, my Father.
Though I miss all my past relationships? I refuse to lament their absence for now. My gaze is set on You, despite it all.
Been thinking about the way You are developing things for me. The rush to publish things is slowly diminishing.
I see my need to sit still and wait on You.
Perhaps it’s time to shut off the computer. Time to do a major clean up again?
I don’t know where to begin. I am not hungry or thirsty. It hurts to move around, but!
Move around is what I’ll do. I wait on You.
You never fail me. You are right here with me. I’m never alone despite the absence of the human element.
Despite the multitude of thoughts about it all?
Nothing is the way I think or feel. I refuse to get bent out of shape because of my thinking and feeling. I refuse to let the annoying chanting get to me.
Noisy timbrels to make havoc in anyone’s mind.
It’s only 4:31 am on this Friday, August 10, 2018, but! The chanters are going on like noisy timbrels to make havoc in anyone’s mind.
How long will this noise go on, my Father?
I know. It’s not for me to know the exact time for all Your doings to materialize.
You are Sovereign ….?
You are Sovereign above all sovereigns existent in this insanity ridden world. Sovereign beyond the boundaries of these earthly grounds.
You are SOVEREIGN over the Universe of Your creation ….?
No need to debate on this or any of the matters of man’s concern.