Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Time To Reflect ….?
Thursday, August 9, 2018 at 8:58 am.
Yes indeed! Optimizing takes time, but! It’s time well spent in reflection. Flowing with the Spirit of my Father?
No telling the beauty emanating from within. Joy inexplicable, full of my Father’s esteem.
Did I Waste My Time Yesterday? Nay! Read On ….?
Friday, August 10, 2018 at 3:44 am.
Here we are, my Father. One more week is gone. At sundown today the 7th day of rest shall begin. What will it be for me, my Father?
Yesterday? All my efforts to optimize were fruitless, least what it seems to me, yet! In the economy of my time You do not waste a second. I will go on, regardless how it looks to me.
What Should I Post Today ….?
I’ll check now where am I at with the posting. Perhaps? I need to post something other than what I had in mind to post yesterday.
You lead the way. My hope and expectation are set on You alone no matter all obstacles my mind can set to make me do otherwise.
You know how difficult it is for me to shut off the world’s noise. You know how much I continue to hurt physically despite all my efforts to eat healthy.
No matter! I am joyfully going on.
Though there are no cattle in the stalls. Though there is no fruit in my avocado tree? I rejoice in You, my Father.
Though I miss all my past relationships? I refuse to lament their absence for now. My gaze is set on You, despite it all.
Been thinking about the way You are developing things for me. The rush to publish things is slowly diminishing.
I see my need to sit still and wait on You.
Perhaps it’s time to shut off the computer. Time to do a major clean up again?
I don’t know where to begin. I am not hungry or thirsty. It hurts to move around, but!
Move around is what I’ll do. I wait on You.
You never fail me. You are right here with me. I’m never alone despite the absence of the human element.
Despite the multitude of thoughts about it all?
Nothing is the way I think or feel. I refuse to get bent out of shape because of my thinking and feeling. I refuse to let the annoying chanting get to me.
Noisy timbrels to make havoc in anyone’s mind.
It’s only 4:31 am on this Friday, August 10, 2018, but! The chanters are going on like noisy timbrels to make havoc in anyone’s mind.
How long will this noise go on, my Father?
I know. It’s not for me to know the exact time for all Your doings to materialize.
You are Sovereign ….?
You are Sovereign above all sovereigns existent in this insanity ridden world. Sovereign beyond the boundaries of these earthly grounds.
You are SOVEREIGN over the Universe of Your creation ….?
No need to debate on this or any of the matters of man’s concern.
Despite all debates, arguments and conclusions of the most brilliant human minds?
You alone have the right to hold on or to release such times and doings while You develop the good plans You have for each one of us.
I might as well chill out concerning myself with things far beyond the magnitude of my carnal or human mind and imagination.
Sober fact to sustain me ….?
Fact is fact despite my and all human minds. I can state the light of the day is now even when the night is in sight.
No matter. My statement as the light of the day to be the dark of the night won’t change the fact of the light or dark of the night on their own time.
The Futility of It All ….?
I have come to realize the futility of debates, arguments, and conclusions that only lead to rebellion. Rebellion? What Rebellion?
The Organized Resistance Or Opposition Rampart Nowadays ….?
Indeed! The organized resistance or opposition to the Mighty authority of the Ever Existent One Creator of the Universe et all, including our beings.
So? Let it all go on.
No need to concern myself with anything other than what You, my Father quickens and empowers me to concern myself about.
Right now, today? What’s to be my concern? Post today’s record of the sober fact that sustains me. Next? CLEAN UP!
Ah! Powerful joy to obey Your leading! Joy inexplicable, full of my Father’s esteem from within. Thanks, my Father.
I’m Going On, For Sure ….?
Meantime and until the next post? Much love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all. Your sister, thia.
