That’s why I let you suffer from your human reactions. For you are human.
From Whence Comes Your Hysteria ….?
Your human nature is what reacts to My words with emotional hysterical bursts of laughter or? Your interpretation of My daily directions to you. My words to you the day before were,
‘Again, I say, rejoice! And don’t forget to keep up with your ‘pepper water’—the extreme I send to you for good reason—to make you laugh amid your bodily discomforts.”
You See It, My Child?
My reason for the pepper water was to make you laugh amid your bodily discomforts. It was not to heal and resolve those discomforts. Only to make you laugh amid them.
Again, It’s Your Obedience That Counts In My Sight.
When you react with such enthusiasm about the pepper water? It’s only your human nature’s reaction, but! You do not realize how easily you could place the pepper water in the throne of your heart.
The same thing with exercise or sleep or anything else I send your way to teach you the meaning of obedience.”
Wow! What A Lesson To Learn! What Now, My Father?
Am I going to suffer this miserable state and condition of my body for the rest of my days until Yahushua’s return? I heard:
“”O My precious thiaBasilia! You are so especial to Me? Indeed! Are you not living the abundant life amid all bodily discomforts, disappointments, lack of human fellowship, lack of all the luxuries of your past?
Am I Not Delighted With Your Obedience Despite It All?
Have I not promised you to satisfy the deepest longings in your heart? Pause. Reflect. O My precious thiaBasilia, as you hear My words, where is your despondency of a moment ago?”
Ah! My Father! I Get It!
And for a minute there? I thought about to fix another cup of coffee to make feel even better than what the one You told me to fix. Duh! I’ll go fix me some eats. That’s what I am hearing now.
What A Lesson Learned! Thanks, My Father.
Thanks. My appetite has returned. All is well for the moment anyhow, but! O what joy it is to follow what You tell me to do at any given moment.
O Man! There I Go Again ….?
Guess I’ll fix and eat then go back to sleep? O man! There I go. Ahead of You with my doings. Duh! No need for guessing’s. All needed is the obedience to Your moment by moment instructions. Thus, is the inexplicable joy of living in Your Presence.”
Don’t Know What To Do Next ….?
Thursday, August 16, 2018 now at 5:18 am. Father? What to do? I am sleepy, but Ahmad could come to help me move that cover. I could miss his knocking again.