Sober Not Hysterical. Can You Believe It ….?

Alright! It came to me to prepare my cover to move it. Mission accomplished. Now I wait on You for what to do next?

Burst Of Anger Directed At My Father ….?

It’s now Thursday, August 16, 2018 at 9:22 am. I waited and waited until I realized I was waiting for Ahmad to show up to help me. It didn’t happen

So? I decided to go to sleep, but! Before I knew what I was doing? Tears began to flow as I cried unto my Father:

“Why I do this my Father? Why am I hoping for Ahmad to help me knowing that it can’t be done? I need sleep. Maybe when I wake up I’ll have enough strength to take care of this matter myself!”

O my Father? You know that was a fit of anger towards You, but! You let stew until this very moment.

Renewing my Anger ….?

Now I am crying again because I am stuck! I had the strength to pull everything apart. Strength to clean the awful mess that the setup had become, but!

Now? I don’t have the materials to cover the blocks. I don’t have any more strength to pull this thing together anyhow. And I don’t know what to do!

Guess I’m still angry with You for not helping me with Ahmad or anyone else’s help. What am I to do my Father?

What was I to do? Explode this time! ….?

Thursday, August 16, 2018 now at 3:14 pm. What was I to do? Explode! Tears of anger and frustration began to flow profusely. It came to me:

“Call Ahmad. Let him see your state and condition because of his neglect.”

I obeyed. I don’t think it did any good, but! only You know what’s going on with Ahmad. You are in control of it all.

Thank You for letting me explode.

No need for suppress anger. Your word says, ‘Be angry and sin not. Don’t let your anger go past sundown.’

I stopped working on the cover setup. I did one thing or the other. After a while? I fell asleep for a couple of hours.

Father shows me the solution on waking up ….?

Ha! I woke up. Calmly? I assessed the situation. Suddenly! I saw the solution if only temporary until You provide me some help on Your timing not mine.

Thanks, my Father. I can now cook and see what I am cooking. You have a reason for all the inconveniences in this apartment despite all monies spent to no avail.

What am I to learn …?

What are You teaching me, my Father with all these new developments in my daily living in Your Presence?

“I am teaching you what it means to depend on Me 100% without reservations for all to see.

About The Comments And Your Hysteria?

Not necessary in the skim of your eternal life. I am giving you the power to be consistent with My will for you.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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