What’s The Scoop?

I am in distress again, but! You know it. I don’t know which way to turn. The hurt is back. I hurt all over. It’s quite alarming.

  • Maybe I poisoned myself again drinking rehashed mixtures and rehashed food.
  • Maybe I’m just stressed out. Overwhelmed with the work ahead of me. I don’t know. I just don’t know.
  • Maybe my body is in detox. I don’t know.

Even So? You Promised No Harm Should Come To Me ….?

Whatever is meant to harm me You shall turn it for my good. I refuse to despair. I wait on You. Sooner or later You will lift me over this miserable moment. Maybe I should go back to bed. Hope for sleep?

It’s almost midnight. I am heading for bed and hope for the best.

Same Question, “Where Are You?”

Monday, September 17, 2018 at 5:04 am.

Father? I woke up after 4 am with the same question, where are You? I know You are right here with me, but!

I can’t understand this bout with pain on the daily basis. You gift sleep to me. This time? Four hours.

How Can Anyone Understand ….?

Four hours of deep sleep. Then? You wake me up while You communicate such wonders of great abundance coming to me, but!

The present time of waiting and suffering remain with me, and? I feel like crying because I don’t see or feel You.

How can anyone understand this wonder of my relationship with You? How can anyone understand this amazing experience? No matter.

Nothing Matters But You …?

You are my Master—my Beloved Master. Your will and Your desire for me is all that matters. I am going on. Joyfully and victoriously I am going on!

You are leading me on above the thorns and thistles of pain and suffering in the way. You are my Shepherd. I shall not want for the abundance soon to materialize in the presence of the enemy.

Purple Trousers?

I wait. With patient endurance, I wait on You. That abundance You signified to me in those new purple trousers?

It’s a sign of my inherited royalty You will soon materialize. You presented it to me as I woke up this new day around 4 am.

What Is Today?

Today is my day. The day You are gifting to me. I woke up at the 4th hour on the 17th day of the 9th month. What it all means?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Like the lily among thorns, so are you, My love, among the daughters.”

O my Father! You know how difficult it is for me et all to assimilate such romanticism as portrayed in those words of Yours. Why?

Romanticism Is A Thing Of The Flesh ….?

Because romanticism is a thing of the flesh. It’s taken in the eyes of the human as lust and lewdness, yet? Your words are written.

Your Mighty Purity ….?

How can I reconcile this matter with the immense reality of Your mighty purity far away from the filth that humans have made out love into lust and lewdness?

My Silly Wish For A Eunuch Husband?

Ha! What is it that I am hearing my Father? What are You bringing to mind? Could it my silly wish for a eunuch husband?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are simply beautiful. Yes, My precious child, your silly wish is My desire for the perfect marriage for you even at your age.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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