No need for me to dig to see if the Seed is growing ….?
From The Dining Room in My Soul …
Wednesday, 10 October 2018 at 8:09 am.
Renewed Beginning Not Just New …?
Wow! The 8th hour on the 10th day of the 10th month in the 2018 year or the 9th year on these premises. Significant? Big time!
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? How exact. How simple. You and Your ways are! But, mankind? How inexact. How inaccurate. How complicated are mankind and his ways!
Well? I Belong In The Humankind. Am I Right? ….
Sometimes, if not most of the time? I wonder. The way people respond to me? It certainly makes me wonder. I talk about oranges but! People talks about apples and think we are talking about the same thing!
O how frustrating! Those two are both fruits but those are not the same. Same thing with us human beings. I am a human being, but! I differ altogether from other humans. Why?
My Heavenly Father Deprogrammed My Mind …?
In general? Humankind is humankind, different than other species but alike in many ways. Alike because the human mind is programmed to think, to act, to react in a certain way about everything, but!
The Program is Crumbling ….?
This program in the human mind is now beginning to crumble. Indeed! We are fed up with the program whether we realize it or not. Why?
Why are we fed up with the program ingrained in our minds? Simple. For everything there is a season, don’t you agree, dear Reader. Let’s take a look at what is written for our benefit.
A Time for Everything
Ecclesiastes 3:1-22.
- TO EVERYTHING there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:
- A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, [Heb_9:27]
- A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up,
- A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,
- A time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
- A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away,
- A time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, [Amo_5:13]
- A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. [Luk_14:26]
The God-Given Task
- What profit remains for the worker from his toil?
- I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.
- He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.
- I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;
- And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.
- I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]
- That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself].
From Dust To Dust
- Moreover, I saw under the sun that in the place of justice there was wickedness, and that in the place of righteousness wickedness was there also.
- I said in my heart, God will judge the righteous and the wicked, for there is a time [appointed] for every matter and purpose and for every work.
- I said in my heart regarding the subject of the sons of men, God is trying (separating and sifting) them, that they may see that by themselves [under the sun, without God] they are but like beasts.
- For that which befalls the sons of men befalls beasts; even [in the end] one thing befalls them both. As the one dies, so dies the other. Yes, they all have one breath and spirit, so that a N1man has no preeminence over a beast; for all is vanity (emptiness, falsity, and futility)!
- All go to one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.
- Who knows the spirit of man, whether it goes upward, and the spirit of the beast, whether it goes downward to the earth?
- So I saw that there is nothing better than that a man should rejoice in his own works, for that is his portion. For who shall bring him back to see what will happen after he is gone? End of quote.
Enlightenment …?
Wow! What an enlightenment on this 10th day of the 10th month. Meaning? What is to happen is really, REALLY happening in my life!
And? I began this entry on the 8th hour, and? It’s now the 9th hour. Wow! The Number Eight? Newness and Cycles, or? Renewed! Not just a new beginning like it was originally taught to me, but!
Renewed! Starting another cycle in my journey in the Presence of my Heavenly Father. How neat! How especial this enlightenment has come to me from my Father’s gracious hand.
So? What To Do With This Enlightenment ….?
Nothing for me to do but! Be still and let be. Guess what? The more I do nothing other than be still and let be? The more I am relinquishing my ways of doing all things to my Heavenly Father, and?
All that was to happen for my comfort and well-being? It’s happening now! My health is in restoration. My wealth? At my disposal. Isn’t that amazing, dear Reader?
What? You Don’t See It? This Building Still Not In My Name. Where Is My Penthouse …?
Hahaha! I don’t see it either, dear Reader. Least not yet, but! Today? The number Ten is on the board twice! And guess what?
Ahmad just left to make preparations to get this building in shape for the winter. That’s just the start in the acquisition that will soon be for certain, that’s the meaning of the double ten in the date I am sure. Why?
Why Am I So Sure?
Simple. I been so busy with my task that? No time to think about anything else! When I get a break, what do I do? Fuss and complain for whatever is bothering me including pesty flies, but!
Father is not paying any mind to me and my enormous unsolvable problems with bugs and people as well! He seems not to even respond to my angry questioning of His promises to me.
My Father In The Heavens And In My Heart?
He just lets me throw my anger tantrums like a two-year-old child trying to get his way. When I come to my senses? I hear:
“Quit trying to manipulate Me! It won’t work! Learn to let go. Learn to be and be still.”
Ha! How can I do that, my Father? I’m human not a ghost. How can I learn to let go and be still and let be when I hurt and lack of every little or big thing for my comfort? How can I? I retort, and?
Like Magic Things Begin To Happen ….?
- Talking about WOWs? Even so? It’s a riot! I wake up feeling great! I jump for joy! I dance and HalleluYah! I set to start my ‘new’ day with gusto! Then?
- The end of day comes and so does my discomfort and so does my doubting and fearing, but! This time? No, no dancing and carrying on like a happy cricket drenched in rain.
- This morning I woke up feeling pretty decent. I slept for that eight hours that suppose to be necessary for the well-being of the human body.
- In my screen Windows had a notice about the update to take place in 15 minutes giving a choice to update later. Phew! What a blessing! Time for me to close all opened files.
- I clicked the later button and proceed to save and close my files. Then I clicked to update and restart. Meantime? I took care of my hair. All that time?
- I reflected on everything happening in my past and in my present in a sober manner. Just when I finished fixing my hair? Ahmad announces his visit.
- By that time? The computer is back on. I clicked to sign in. Ha! Update finish in no time at all. The computer started like lightening. I opened the browser to pull the cover that Ahmad is coming to talk about.
- Just when I had the shop with the cover I need to buy to prepare for the winter? Ahmad at the door. It turns out that, Ahmad has a better way to get my cover, plus?
- We discussed the things that need to be done to fix the apartment for the winter. All in all? I am not hyped up with illusions that all things are to happen as I think they should happen, but!
- Like magic? I’m truly being still and letting all be as per my Father’s design and purpose for things to get done. Father is in control of it all. No problem now to sit still and wait on Him not on Ahmad.
Reflections …?
Isn’t that something dear Reader? What am I now reflecting on? On the written words. How accurate those words are, and? How I took them for granted before, but not anymore.
Blissful To Be Still And Let Be …?
Really, really the bliss of letting be and being still in the Father’s Presence? It’s incomparable to anything the human mind can conceive. Why?
Needed Power …?
The human mind cannot conceive such bliss until the Almighty Loving Creator of our beings deems the time to invest that power on each one of us individually.
Results Of My Being Still And Letting Be …?
Guess what? Not only the computer is looking great, but! I opened the Word program, and? Beautiful! New clean welcome start. All well-organized for me.
Yesterday?
I was so disturbed I wanted to go back to my previous version because nothing was working. I was not able to do it. I decided to let be and be still.
This morning?
All things working perfect! Word has a new beautiful start up welcome page. The computer is not acting up, and? Even my graphics are uploading fast.
My Feelings. My Thinking. Even My Doings? Worthless! …?
I know that even when I feel that it all is too good to be true? I am not paying any mind to my feelings. My Father is in control of it all.
No need to worry about my nonsensical way of doing, thinking, and feeling anymore. Whatever will be? It will be as per Father’s design for me and for all.
Ha! Whatever Was To Happen? It’s Happening ….?
Truly? The power to be still and let be is what was to happen in me and for me, and? That’s is really, really happening starting on this 10th day of the 10th month. WOW!
On to whatever comes next. I don’t know, my Father, but You do. I wait on You. It’s now Wednesday, 10 October 2018 at 11:28 am. Into the 11th hour of this 10th day of the 10th month.
The Number Eleven stands for Disorder and Judgment. Could it be that the disorder and subsequent judgment of my doings is now coming to an end? Or what?
Could it be …?
Could it be that I am still trying to revert to that time of disorder of the past three years? This needing of the cover to take care of my clothes? I am not sure what is happening with this need.
That shall be the subject for the next post. Until then? Much love, thia. 🙂