And? I began this entry on the 8th hour, and? It’s now the 9th hour. Wow! The Number Eight? Newness and Cycles, or? Renewed! Not just a new beginning like it was originally taught to me, but!
Renewed! Starting another cycle in my journey in the Presence of my Heavenly Father. How neat! How especial this enlightenment has come to me from my Father’s gracious hand.
So? What To Do With This Enlightenment ….?
Nothing for me to do but! Be still and let be. Guess what? The more I do nothing other than be still and let be? The more I am relinquishing my ways of doing all things to my Heavenly Father, and?
All that was to happen for my comfort and well-being? It’s happening now! My health is in restoration. My wealth? At my disposal. Isn’t that amazing, dear Reader?
What? You Don’t See It? This Building Still Not In My Name. Where Is My Penthouse …?
Hahaha! I don’t see it either, dear Reader. Least not yet, but! Today? The number Ten is on the board twice! And guess what?
Ahmad just left to make preparations to get this building in shape for the winter. That’s just the start in the acquisition that will soon be for certain, that’s the meaning of the double ten in the date I am sure. Why?
Why Am I So Sure?
Simple. I been so busy with my task that? No time to think about anything else! When I get a break, what do I do? Fuss and complain for whatever is bothering me including pesty flies, but!
Father is not paying any mind to me and my enormous unsolvable problems with bugs and people as well! He seems not to even respond to my angry questioning of His promises to me.
My Father In The Heavens And In My Heart?
He just lets me throw my anger tantrums like a two-year-old child trying to get his way. When I come to my senses? I hear:
“Quit trying to manipulate Me! It won’t work! Learn to let go. Learn to be and be still.”
Ha! How can I do that, my Father? I’m human not a ghost. How can I learn to let go and be still and let be when I hurt and lack of every little or big thing for my comfort? How can I? I retort, and?
Like Magic Things Begin To Happen ….?
- Talking about WOWs? Even so? It’s a riot! I wake up feeling great! I jump for joy! I dance and HalleluYah! I set to start my ‘new’ day with gusto! Then?
- The end of day comes and so does my discomfort and so does my doubting and fearing, but! This time? No, no dancing and carrying on like a happy cricket drenched in rain.
- This morning I woke up feeling pretty decent. I slept for that eight hours that suppose to be necessary for the well-being of the human body.
- In my screen Windows had a notice about the update to take place in 15 minutes giving a choice to update later. Phew! What a blessing! Time for me to close all opened files.
- I clicked the later button and proceed to save and close my files. Then I clicked to update and restart. Meantime? I took care of my hair. All that time?
- I reflected on everything happening in my past and in my present in a sober manner. Just when I finished fixing my hair? Ahmad announces his visit.
- By that time? The computer is back on. I clicked to sign in. Ha! Update finish in no time at all. The computer started like lightening. I opened the browser to pull the cover that Ahmad is coming to talk about.
- Just when I had the shop with the cover I need to buy to prepare for the winter? Ahmad at the door. It turns out that, Ahmad has a better way to get my cover, plus?
- We discussed the things that need to be done to fix the apartment for the winter. All in all? I am not hyped up with illusions that all things are to happen as I think they should happen, but!
- Like magic? I’m truly being still and letting all be as per my Father’s design and purpose for things to get done. Father is in control of it all. No problem now to sit still and wait on Him not on Ahmad.
Reflections …?
Isn’t that something dear Reader? What am I now reflecting on? On the written words. How accurate those words are, and? How I took them for granted before, but not anymore.
Blissful To Be Still And Let Be …?
Really, really the bliss of letting be and being still in the Father’s Presence? It’s incomparable to anything the human mind can conceive. Why?
Needed Power …?
The human mind cannot conceive such bliss until the Almighty Loving Creator of our beings deems the time to invest that power on each one of us individually.
Results Of My Being Still And Letting Be …?
Guess what? Not only the computer is looking great, but! I opened the Word program, and? Beautiful! New clean welcome start. All well-organized for me.
Yesterday?
I was so disturbed I wanted to go back to my previous version because nothing was working. I was not able to do it. I decided to let be and be still.
This morning?
All things working perfect! Word has a new beautiful start up welcome page. The computer is not acting up, and? Even my graphics are uploading fast.
My Feelings. My Thinking. Even My Doings? Worthless! …?
I know that even when I feel that it all is too good to be true? I am not paying any mind to my feelings. My Father is in control of it all.
