Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in the living Almighty Creator of our beings and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my living Almighty Creator of my being.
O my Father, my life is cast down upon me [and I find the burden more than I can bear]; therefore will I [earnestly] remember You from the land of the Jordan [River] and the [summits of Mount] Hermon, from the little mountain Mizar.
[Roaring] deep calls to [roaring] deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.
Yet the Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the living Almighty Creator of my being, of my life.
I will say to the living Almighty Creator of my being—my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?
As with a sword [crushing] in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your living Almighty Creator of your being?
Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in the living Almighty Creator of my being and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Almighty Father/Creator of my being.
Exactly how I am feeling and what I am doing—praising You my Father. You are the help of my sad countenance, and the Almighty Father/Creator of my being.
Wednesday, November 7, 2018 now at 10:02 am. 12:48 am. 3:17 am. How am I to stay awake under this uncomfortable situation, my Father? I heard,
Go fix you your power tea. It all will come to you while you fix and drink that tea. My servant David is a portrait of yourself. Psalms 139, 91, 37, 27, 31, 25, and? At this moment? Psalms 42 reaches my heart from your heart.