A Thanks To My Father Due Despite It All ….

 

Hardest Blow To My Face In A While ….?

From The Dining Room In My Soul … Thursday, November 15, 2018 at 9:13 am. O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Unless You intervene? I am finished! There is not a smidgen of hope left within me. My heart is tore into a million pieces. I can’t go on, my Father!

Unless ….?

You give me something concrete to grab on to? I can’t see how I can get over this blow! What on earth for am I proclaiming the restoration of my family? Everyday? I get the notification emails about a new post or comment or photo. I head to Facebook hoping in my heart they remember to honor their mother somehow, but! Nothing! Instead? Happy faces. Shorter skirts. Lower necklines. A moral standard? Whatever for? Anything goes as long as you are happy! Amazingly beautiful homes. Happy gatherings. Travels all over the world. Love and hate as they see fit. Applauded by the world at large. The life of success, but! Not a sign that they even have a mother. How can I accept the immoral lifestyle of homosexuality and now the Pollyanna relationships among my children? I can’t. I won’t.

Perhaps the best thing I can do right now is to quit.

Quit Facebook. Quit posting. Quit hoping. Quit reaching out. Quit replying. Just quit bothering with this insanity ridden world period. I will shut down the Internet. I refuse to keep hoping for something that it is not to happen. My sanity is at stake, but? You are in control of it all.

That’s it! I feel better now.

I won’t even let anyone know of my decision. I no longer am what I used to be. You have given me the power and the reason to keep to myself. Thanks, my Father.
My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!

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