You are with me. That’s all I need. You never leave nor forsake me. I’ll do the same for You as You have empowered me to do.
This decision is taking place on Thursday, November 15, 2018 at 10:15 am. It’s now 1:24 pm on Thursday, November 15, 2018.
Father? You know it’ll take time to forget to check the inbox, but! You will get me through this trying period as You always done in the past.
In the meantime? There is much to do. You have supplied enough resources to put together whatever You intent for me to put together. I am going on with You.
Let all this insanity ridden world depart from me. Let Your Presence shine forth greatly—greater than ever before. I worship You!
Friday, November 16, 2018 at 3:18 am.
O my Father? How faithful and real You are!
Yesterday? Gruesome blow to my moral. I cried unto You, “Unless You give me something concrete to grab on to? I can’t see how I can get over this blow! What on earth for am I proclaiming the restoration of my family?”
Last night? Woke up in agony screaming for help! Can’t remember what shook me violently that I was shaking—scared to death, just then? The phone rang. Ahmad on the line. “Open your door!”
I headed to the door still shaking. Ahmad embraced me and began to comfort me. I kept saying, “I’m so scared!” Ahmad calmly calmed me down. He served a cup of coffee from his thermos. Then?
My fright subsided. I was able to share my heart with Ahmad. Ahmad left. I was able to return to my work. Slept from 11:30 pm until 2:30 am today. I’m now ready to resume my task.