A Thanks To My Father Due Despite It All ….

Let all this insanity ridden world depart from me. Let Your Presence shine forth greatly—greater than ever before. I worship You!

Friday, November 16, 2018 at 3:18 am.

O my Father? How faithful and real You are!

Yesterday? Gruesome blow to my moral. I cried unto You, “Unless You give me something concrete to grab on to? I can’t see how I can get over this blow! What on earth for am I proclaiming the restoration of my family?”

Last night? Woke up in agony screaming for help! Can’t remember what shook me violently that I was shaking—scared to death, just then? The phone rang. Ahmad on the line. “Open your door!”

I headed to the door still shaking. Ahmad embraced me and began to comfort me. I kept saying, “I’m so scared!” Ahmad calmly calmed me down. He served a cup of coffee from his thermos. Then?

My fright subsided. I was able to share my heart with Ahmad. Ahmad left. I was able to return to my work. Slept from 11:30 pm until 2:30 am today. I’m now ready to resume my task.

It’s now 8:53 am on this Friday, November 16, 2018. Some 56 years ago I was at the hospital giving birth to my second child. Time flies. It feels that day only happened yesterday.

I will now turn off and unplug the computer. I’ll take a break. Will see what develops. Back on. It’s now Wednesday, November 21, 2018 at 11:30 am. Two hours of sleep did me good.

Moments Of Enlightening, But Then? We Stagnate …

Things are working out fine. My compulsions are coming under control. Funny thing? We all have our moments of enlightening, but then? We stagnate. Why?

A simple matter I have experienced myself. At anytime of inspiration? We set ourselves up to minister that inspiration to the whole world.

We build up our ministries that sometimes grow to an immense follow up, and? There we are! At par with any other worldly leader leading the flock astray.

Under the beams of the lime light we proclaim, “In everything you do put ‘God’ first, but! Who is standing above the multitude’s applaud? Is it ‘God’ or is it ‘ME’?

No Posting For Now ….

Be a long time before I ever post again. Who am I kidding? I have posted enough. Now is time for Father to do the rest. My love for Him supersedes the love for others as the love for myself.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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