Be this Your will for me? Let it be. Not my will but Your will be done always. No matter how my body feels? All is well with my soul. Your Presence remains. You never leave nor forsake me. I worship You.
Weeping Comes By Night But Dancing The Next Morning …?
Sunday, January 6, 2019 at 1:59 pm.
After my day and night of weeping yesterday, this morning? It came to me to post all written yesterday under a different headline. So I did. When finish posting? Still in a mood, listening to the wind making havoc outside.
Inside the apartment? Colder than ever. I tried to call Ahmad but no answer. That didn’t help my mood, so I prepared to go to bed. Suddenly! A knock on my door. I jumped to answer it. Wow! Ahmad stepped inside to my delight. Mood? Gone!
O My Father! How Mysterious Are Your Ways …?
You knew all along why I was in such mood. You gave sunshine. You gave me power to do my chores. I could even sense the smell of Your Presence, but! The bad mood persisted through the night, and?
I could not understand what or why I was in such mood, until this morning when Ahmad came in to my utter surprise, why the mood? Because Ahmad told me yesterday he was not coming to spend the day with me as promised. He was to come at night.
I had wanted to understand Ahmad’s working situation to no avail. But I didn’t realized how much Ahmad’s broken promises affected my mood.
So? How Did You, My Father Fixed That Situation Just To Lift Me Up …?
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? You see my clean heart. You know how much I want to be complete in You. You know how much I want to let be of another people’s business. How much I want to be content without demanding anything from others.
You know me better than I know myself, and You have cleansed my heart from all those things that were displeasing to You and to others about myself.
Now? You Are Giving Me The Desires In My Heart …?
Wow! O my Father! Not only my mood is gone, but! I feel like Willy Wonka in the Chocolate Factory again. And the best part? I know that this is the way I shall feel from now on. Yes! That is Your will for me.
Let me See What’s In Ecclesiastes Chapter 4 to connect Chapter with Chapter 3 …
I can’t hardly believe it! This chapter couldn’t be more appropriate to what I went through yesterday.