O no! Now my relationship with Yazeed will break as well—nasty superstition popped into mind, but I heard:
“No! The human emotion of love between Yazeed and all your loved ones? I am shattering it to pieces for the power of My love and wisdom to take over all your relationships.”
And I feel Great …
It’s now Wednesday, February 13, 2019 at 5:18 pm. This is the time of the day when my body and mind plummet downwards, but today? I feel great!
Wow! O my Father! You are really, really in control of it all. What have You done today? Today? From the time I woke at 2:30 this morning You restored me.
No Evil To Come Near Me Not Any Plague Come Nigh My Dwelling …
Wednesday, February 13, 2019 at 3:13 am.
A couple nights ago I felt like something was poured in my thigh bone. The thought of bone cancer came to me along with dreadful fear.
This morning? I woke up at 2:30 am. I got up thinking, ‘You injected something in my bone to strengthen it?’ Wow! Thinking that way? Renewed hope for the certainty of a rebirth of Your creation.
A Time To Be Born And A Time To Die And A Time To Be Reborn …
Remembering the dream about the mother with the name of Anastasia. Anastasia means ‘reborn’. My daughter Roxana mentioned, ‘something has to die to be reborn.’
Beginning to Understand …
O my Father! Now? I’m beginning to understand You and the meaning of Your speaking to me in dreams and visions of the night. And?
And We Must Die Daily …?
I am beginning to understand the things You whisper to me in my ear that I must shout upon the roof tops of Your so loved world! Wow!
What does it mean to die daily?
Contrary to the present trends in this world of our existence? To die daily means to die to all our carnal ambitions and cravings to ascend to the throne in our hearts to control our lives, and?
Now I understand the passage about Nicodemus Plus…?
Nicodemus, a ruler (a leader, an authority) among the Jews—an example of the highest knowledge by man acquired, but still! No understanding of higher knowledge.
Am I That Much Different Than Nicodemus …?
Not really. Neither it is any other human being. We human beings are all seekers of knowledge. Whatever for? To take control not only of our selves but also control of it all.