And why are You silent? I am tired of this ups and downs of my daily life. Am I in the wrong side of Your will? And You knew how I was to explode! And I know You do not count my explosion against me.
So be it. For whatever reason? I do not know why things are the way they are, but! I remain Your bond servant. I wait on You.”
Monday, February 18, 2019 now at 5:00 pm. Will try to sleep. It’s now Monday, February 18, 2019 at 12:00 am.
Wow! Exactly the end of this not so pleasant day. What does it mean?
Perhaps it’s the end of my miserable accounts of what You tell me in the dark.
What You tell in the dark I MUST tell in the light; and what I hear You whispered in the ear, I MUST proclaim upon the housetops.
I MUST Write And Publish And Optimize In That Order. You MUST Do The Rest …?
Indeed! My Father! This day You have brought me to a halt. No need to rehash the blatant arrogance of mankind.
What Is It That You Tell Me In The Darkest Moments Of My Life? …
“Go read the headlines. Go listen to the videos. What do you see? What do you hear? Is it not the abominations in force by the power of the human mind?”
Unconditional Love. Divine Self. Poly Anna Relationships. Homosexuals. Lesbians. Transvestites. Religious Zealots And Worse …?
Worse? The silent religious minority in shock, but!
- Business as usual.
- Don’t think about it.
- Let them go to hell!
- God loves me.
- God sees my heart.
- I’m born again.
- I’m OK.
Really? Read Romans 1 and 2.
What About thiaBasilia, My Father? …
O my Father! Who am I to question You?
- So what if I don’t understand You?
- So what if I don’t understand the horror of Yahushua’s crucifixion?
- So what if I don’t understand the horror of the burning of Your messengers?
- So what if I don’t understand my pain and suffering?
- So what if I don’t understand poverty and lack and pain and suffering of humankind?
- So what if I don’t understand the monstrous reality of the corruption and confusion going on from day one of Your creation?
You Are In Control Of It All, And You Tell Me …?
“Just a little while longer, My child. Let be. Be still. Do not worry no matter what you feel or think or do at this crucial point of your journey in My Presence. I am in control of it all.