Yeap! It happens all the time. I hear that lovely voice from within my being? I take off on my own from there on. What am I talking about?
Talking About My Human Tendency To Assume Things Out …?
Been composing a mail out for my children, but! I decided to include others. Perhaps I better not include others? I’ll delete others.
Why Did I Assumed Others To Be Included In A Mail To My Children?
That’s The Ticket To Watch The Saga Of My Carnal Doings …?
Tuesday, March 5, 2019 now at 3:14 pm.
O my Father? Been trying to ignore the pain all over my body, but! I just can’t ignore it any longer. It’s not just the pain, it’s also the cold—my hands and feet are like ice.
Then? The Strange Feeling As Dizziness, And Light-Headiness.
Fear of not knowing what to do? Not knowing what’s the cause for these flare ups in my body? I called Ahmad for help, but! He has not yet arrived.
I Turned On The Heater. Bewildered? …
I fixed me a cup of coffee. At least my hands and feet have warm up, but! I never realized what was happening. Never gave a thought to my carnal doings. So?
Finally? I Decided To Bring The Situation To My Father …?
O my Father! Frances and Jimmy are in Jerusalem. They can’t come to Amman. They asked me to come to Jerusalem, but! I cannot go to Jerusalem.
What’s The Meaning Of These Turn Of Events, My Father? …
You are in control of it all. Even so? You know the tendency of my human nature is to enter into a state of fear. Not able to go to Jerusalem?
What About If I Get Into A Helpless State?
Who would take care of me? Help me, my Father! Help me! I know You have a good plan for me. I beseech You to give me a clue. It’s now 3:51 pm. I hear thunder. Perhaps I should turn off the computer.
Meanwhile? I Felt Remorse Because Ahmad Could Be Drenched In The Storm, And?
Sure enough. I ask for my Father to protect Ahmad. While I asked? I realized that I had acted in fear. Thus? I had exposed Ahmad to danger unnecessarily. Even so?
O My Father? You Did Not Condemn Me. Instead …?
Wednesday, March 6, 2019 at 1:07 am.
