I Wish To Cry But My Eyes Are Dry …
It’s now Monday, March 4, 2019 at 1:21 pm.
Why do I wish to cry? O my Father, to tell the truth? I do not know exactly why, but! I am sure now, You will show me why and more. For the moment? I’ll try to sleep.
No Kidding! Now I Know Why? …
Monday, March 4, 2019 now at 6:34 pm.
Another one of those days when, in waking up I don’t know whether is morning or night. I woke up at almost 6 pm but I thought it was 6 am. I was waiting for the sunshine to appear. Meanwhile?
I Got The Answer To My Dilemma …?
I woke up in pain—my whole body hurt. I didn’t know what to do or what to drink to alleviate my suffering, but! It came to me to drink my ginseng drink. Then? No coffee for a few days. Next?
I Sat In Front Of The Heater To Drink And? I Heard Quite Clear:
“In the near future money and University degree will amount to nothing. Family and relationships built by My power of love and wisdom will be the only thing to avail.”
Wow! The Answer To My Dilemma Before Sleep Came My Way …?
Earlier? I learned Ahmad’s trouble—his obsession with the University degree for his children. He feels if his children are not #number 1 candidates for the coveted University degree? They’ll be doomed to shame.
No University Degree? Doomed To Shame And Disgrace …?
Such an attitude? Threw me for a loop of anger and hate as I considered the egocentric human nature not just in Ahmad but! Ingrained in all of us human beings.
Anger And Hate? The Thing I Refuse To Tolerate Within My Being, but! …
Behold! My Father’s answer to my plea to help me came through big time. He gave me to sleep for almost 5 hours. Then?
He Let Me Hear The Answer That Shall Penetrate Many Afflicted Souls …
Wow! Anger? Hate? Not a trace of such demons to trouble and disturb me any longer. The peace that surpasses my human understanding returned to my soul. Next?
What To Do For My Painful Body …?
Detox my body. Ginseng honey—hot water for 3 days. I will start tomorrow. Today I must consume the rest of my breakfast and my fruit salad.
Detox My Body? Only A Hearing From My Human Brain …?
Tuesday, March 5, 2019 at 7:57 am.