What’s The Danger Upon Us? Smart As We Are? Beyond Our Minds & Imaginations. Read On …
Celebrate My Ups & Downs By Reading This Long Post! End? Spring Forever Could Be For You, Too, Despite It All!
First Day with No Pain …
Saturday, March 9, 2019 now at 9:55 pm.
I had a full day. It’s now time to hit the bed. I thank You for everything. You know this was the first day with no pain. I wait on You for whatever You have in store next for me.
What Are You Telling Me In The Darkness …?
Sunday, March 10, 2019 at 3:16 am.
O my Father? In the darkness of my mind You speak to me in dreams. Dreams that leave me wondering what is it that You are telling me? A dream. Quote:
I saw the multitude running towards me. Then I saw myself in a wilderness road. I heard someone coming towards me. Somehow? I step aside to hide.
Who was coming? I saw one of them going by. I looked to my right. I saw a hidden home in the wilderness. I woke up.
I Came To The Computer To Check My Emails.
One in the Important list. Someone claiming to have seen my profile wanting to be my friend. Someone claiming to have a message for me asking to email them.
No Way! Somehow? CAUTION Came To My Mind from the Dream.
I don’t know what are You warning me about? Could it be about the homosexuals liking the posts You inspire to me. I wonder why are these people in my likes? Are they only mocking the message?
No. I Do Not Hate Or JudgeThe Homosexuals And The Like, But!
It’s not my business to condole or approve or disapprove such practice. I don’t know the reason these people are visiting the blog, but! I hope the reason to be because:
The Message? From The Loving Creator Not From Me Could Be Reaching Thee…
To Him I go with all my dilemmas. What is the meaning of all of this, my Father? I do not feel safe going to Google to search for anything anymore.
What is this all about, my Father? I wait on You.
It’s now Sunday, March 10, 2019 at 3:47 am.
Thanks, my Father. You quickened me to call Roxana. She confirms the danger I sense You are telling me in the dream. So many things. So many dangerous pit falls.
So Many Rabbit Tails. But! Only ONE YOU! …
You alone have the answer for each one of us individually. You command. You entice. You plead with us to come to You, but! We insist in mounting our own horses and ignore You. Me?
Safe And Secured Forever …?
No longer need to chase after all that is out there to throw me off kilt. You are in control of every minute detail of my life. You are in control of it all. That’s my security!
Danger Is Upon Us, But! …
You are in control of it all. That’s the message in that dream. That is what You are telling me in the darkness of my human mind.
That’s What I Am To Proclaim To Your People …?
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? I am completely blown away! How am I to proclaim this message, my Father? Danger is upon us but You are in control of it all is the message.What’s the danger upon us?
Our Set Ways? The Danger Upon Us! …
Indeed! You know all about our set sinful ways, but! We do not. Even so? One by one You aim to convict and restore us.
What’s The Danger In Our Set Ways?
In our set ways? We have left our First Love. In the darkness of our human mind we have set our ways in what we think is best. Wow!
Our Ways Set In Six Of The Seven Established Churches …?
Talking about revelation not analyzation?
- Revelation comes from Your Spirit for our eternal good.
- Analyzation comes from the darkness of our human minds for our temporal carnal pleasures.
Even So? You Are In Control Of It All, And …?
- Behold! The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom From On High. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
- The fiery fervent flames of love for Your creation to warm our cold hearts.
- Your unfathomable wisdom overcomes it all!
- The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect —To Be Loved. To Love.
- Your Cherish Family O Mighty One? Forever To be!
- The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Now Revealed—Loved To Love.
- The Family Restoration?
- That’s the theme that makes my life not only beautiful but unique and genuine.
Father Yah to thiaBasilia:
“In the journey of your life in My Presence I have implanted My written words within you to produce LIFE & STRENGTH to live accordingly to My will and desire for you to live by! LIFE & STRENGTH to live the life that you are now experiencing is the HARVEST and the most valuable product that you have to offer to My children in all that you write.” said Father Yah to thiaBasilia.
Response from thiaBasilia …
From the wild grass on the dirt of these earthly grounds,
to the rocky spots.
On to the tree of life’s tops.
All the way beyond the sky and far,
the life of yours truly has come to settle down in her heart?
The luscious fruit from the work of the Almighty’s hands in the core of her being,
for all to harvest at its best.
Quote From The Scripture’s View?
Let your light so shine before men that they may see your N1moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven. (Matthew 5:16)
And to the angel (messenger) of the assembly (church) in Philadelphia write: These are the words of the Holy One, the True One, He Who has the key of David, Who opens and no one shall shut, Who shuts and no one shall open: [Isa 22:22]
I know your [record of] works and what you are doing. See! I have set before you a door wide open which no one is able to shut; I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept My Word and guarded My message and have not renounced or denied My name.
Take note! I will make those of the synagogue of Satan who say they are Jews and are not, but lie–behold, I will make them come and bow down before your feet and learn and acknowledge that I have loved you. [Isa 43:4; Isa 49:23; Isa 60:14]
Because you have guarded and kept My word of patient endurance [have held fast the lesson of My patience with the expectant endurance that I give you], I also will keep you [safe] from the hour of trial (testing) which is coming on the whole world to try those who dwell upon the earth.
I am coming quickly; hold fast what you have, so that no one may rob you and deprive you of your crown.
He who overcomes (is victorious), I will make him a pillar in the sanctuary of My God; he shall never be put out of it or go out of it, and I will write on him the name of My God and the name of the city of My God, the new Jerusalem, which descends from My God out of heaven, and My own new name. [Isa 62:2; Eze 48:35]
He who can hear, let him listen to and heed what the Spirit says to the assemblies (churches). (Revelation 3:7-13)
What’s The Meaning Of Philadelphia …?
Suddenly! As I’m wondering the meaning of all that goes on in my journey in Your Presence? You quickened me to look up the meaning of the Philadelphia word.
- An ancient city northeast of the Dead Sea in modern-day Jordan. The chief city of the Ammonites, it was enlarged and embellished by Ptolemy II Philadelphus (285-246 bc) and named in honor of him. Amman, the capital of Jordan, is now on the site.
- An ancient Greek city of Asia Minor in present-day western Turkey. Founded in the second century bc, Philadelphia was a center of early Christianity.
Wow! It Blew My Mind! Jordan? …
Jordan is the spot You have assigned for my final destination on these earthly grounds as they stand now. You are now revealing these things to settle and secure my mind away from the uncertainty of my future. Wow!
You, Master are long-suffering and slow to anger, and abundant in mercy and loving-kindness, forgiving iniquity and transgression; but He will by no means clear the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, upon the third and fourth generation. [Exo 34:6-7] (Numbers 14:18)
How Should I Now Continue With This Tale Of My Life? ….
Sunday, March 10, 2019 at 11:32 pm.
This is the end of a very peculiar day. I hope for You to lead me in what am I to do when I wake up next. I think I need to put together all that You have shown me today, but!
That’s Just My Thinking.
After talking to Ahmad tonight? I just letting You take control. I don’t know. I do not care to know anything that is not for me to know. Going to bed.
My Thinking? Not Really My Father’s Thinking …
Monday, March 11, 2019 at 1:07 pm.
O my Father? You have a reason and purpose for all my doings. Today? Been working with the graphics. You know how much I enjoy my graphics skill.
Graphics Are Time Consuming.
I have taken a break to fix my eats and drinks, but! Other than that? I still got so much to do in this apartment. Even so?
The Things That Were Priority Before?
Are now not that important when hard times come. Today is the second day of sunshine. Wow! I even spotted a blooming pink courageous winter survival.
Winter Is Past. Spring Is Here To Last! …
Tuesday, March 12, 2019 6:22 am.
Wow! Indeed! My winter is past. My spring is here in the most amazing way! Yesterday was a day of deep reflection for me.
Not An Inkling To Record Anything …
I wrote the headline, but! I left it there. I went back to continue my graphic creation for whatever I am to post next. Eventually, I went to sleep. I did not come back to record anymore yesterday. Next?
Woke Up Around 2 Am But!
Still reflecting. Not knowing what on earth I was to do next. Wondering of the amazing power and strength of a life of eternal security. I went back to bed.
Only To Dream The ICU—I SEE YOU …
The night before? Ahmad’s visit showed to me he is in life threatening conditions, and? Nothing I could do to help him, but!
But! Only ONE YOU! …
Nothing I could do? No matter. It’s useless for me to aspire to help my Ahmad, and? Peace. Power. Amazing security. Not an inkling of worrying about it. Instead it came to me to sleep.
Dream. ICU. Drip Of Life? Disconnected …
Before I woke up around 6 am? I saw myself coming to an ICU room. A white room. A patient’s bed among the many wires and connections to give life to the dying patient, but!
The Main Connection To Life? Only Drops Of Clear Water Dripping Amidst …
Wow! I kicked my covers off. I sat by bed side in wonder. I looked at the daylight through the curtains on my windows. I looked at the time on my mobile. Slowly I got up still in wonder.
What Does It All Mean My Father? …
For an answer? My eyes were directed at the headline I recorded last yesterday– Winter Is Past. Spring Is Here! Suddenly! It dawned on me what it all means!
I Am Hearing The Voice Of My Beloved! Wow! …
At last. At last. At last? I am not only hearing but best of all? I am experiencing the amazing love saga of the Song of Solomon, and?
I Am Humbled Not Ashamed To Confess It …?
O my Father! My Beloved Master—You are all each one of us need to experience the ultimate love song of all songs! Wow!
What A Lovely Surprise Gift From You To Us …?
This time? Through the writing, publishing, optimizing task that You have giving to me? You are and have been preparing us all to hear and experience Your passionate love for each one of us individually. Quote:
- My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.
- The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
- The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance.
- Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. [So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me] O my dove, [while you are here] in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.
- [My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire] Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love], for our vineyards are in blossom.
- [She said distinctly] My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat 10:32; Act 4:12]
- [Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried] Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains [which separate us]. (Song of Solomon 2:10-17). End of quote.
Tears Of Joy Begin To Flow …
Pain. Disappointment. Discouragements. Elations. Deflations. Imaginations. Human expectations? Where did they go? Away with the winter past that misery is gone! Just like You told me it was to be for me.
Analysis Or Revelation? Meaning Of Both …
- Analysis leads to confusion. To the throne of darkness.
- Revelation leads to order. To the throne of Light.
Tuesday, March 12, 2019 at 9:15 pm.
Had another full day, my Father, but! You know it. Now? I’ll try the bed. Hope for sleep, but my hope did not materialized.
Troubles And Tribulations Are Inevitable …?
Wednesday, March 13, 2019 at 1:34 pm.
Father? I am in trouble again. There is a deep wound in my soul. I cannot ignore it any longer. You know all about it. Help me, my Father.
- Unless You intervene? I cannot bring closure to this matter.
This Matter Is The Mountain Standing Between My Children And Myself.
This matter is so painful! A mountain too high for me to climb. Even so? Inevitable! I must face that mountain at every turn of my way. What to do my Father?
The Human Mind Never Stops Churning Our Own Understanding …
The human mind never stops churning our own understanding of everything. But You know it, my Father?
What Are We To Do?
Day by day? I see the public life of my children, and? I weep. The seven of them seem to care for each other, yet? I don’t know what to think. I don’t want to think anything, but!
I Am Beginning To See Your Reality …
I am beginning to see the reason why we are not to lean on our own understanding of anything. What does that mean?
Our Understanding? The Stumbling Block Of Our Lives. Why? …
We live by what we understand to be the best way to live. So? What’s wrong with that? Much wrong in every way.
The Best For Me? Could Be The Worst For You, And? …
There it comes! Disagreements. Disappointments. Division. Quarrels. Hate, and what have you! Stumbling block in the human’s life? Quite obvious, and?
Impossible For The Human To Even Detect It, But! …
Me? I am experiencing the fact that what is impossible for this human that I am? It’s all possible with You, my Father!
Deep Wounds In My Soul? Impossible For The Human To Heal …
That’s the reason for me to You appeal. I’m finding myself with no desire to continue posting. I sense You are holding me back, until?
You Bring Closure To This Wounding Thing …
Wow! O my Father! Such realization? Your gift to me this day. Now? I understand why I have not known what to do for a couple days.
Power To Wait For That Closure …
I can now wait on You with patience and composure. I know now how Your grace and favor are enough for me to withstand any evil against me.
All Leading To That Closure Of The Deep Wounds In My Soul? …
Thursday, March 14, 2019 at 12:13 am.
Another midnight working in Your Presence. How blessed I am! I find myself quite comfortable; not just because I am free of troubles, but! Because?
I Am Free Of Trouble Worries At Last ….?
My life until now? One of lamenting the lack of human help and care. For a while there, in the mountains of North Carolina in the USA? O how I miss my beloved helpers, and?
Impossible To Get Rid Of Resentment …?
Father has given me the power and ability to help myself, but! I couldn’t get rid of the resentment for the lack of help until today. Worse misery to live on, but!
It’s decreed! My misery is ending now …?
Indeed! It’s decreed! On Friday, March 8, 2019 at 5:07 am? The Loving Father Creator of myself decreed it to be so. On that exact moment, He spoke to me to decree the end of my misery.
“Your misery is ending now, My beloved. I am delighted with your honesty. Moral evil comes from the enemy of your souls, but! Physical evil comes from Me as it’s written. Quote:
I form the light and create darkness, I make peace [national well-being] and I create [physical] evil (calamity); I am the Master, Who does all these things. (Isaiah 45:7) (Must read the whole chapter!)
Seriously? No Need To Get Religious At All …?
No kidding. People gets religious on me the minute I mention the Scriptures misnomer the ‘Bible’ or my Heavenly Father. Why? Later! Right now? On to bed. It’s now Thursday, March 14, 2019 at 1:18 am.
Why People Goes Religiously Holy On Me? …
The truth? Because I used to be religious big time! Now? I’m suffering the consequences of my sin. Yeap! Religiosity is a sin. The sin the Creator condemned from day one. Quote:
From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent (change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins), for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. (Matthew 4:17)
Yahushua? The Creator? The Spirit? One Unit …?
This issue has become a religious cliché. I, like most all in the Christian religion? Repeated and blindly appropriated those words as possessors of supernatural knowledge.
How Dare I Make Such Statement? …
I am stating the truth as revealed to some of us. The truth? Not a single human being can apprehend with the natural human mind, the deep meaning of those words. Why?
The written words? Spiritual words. …
The human mind cannot apprehend such words, but! Like myself in the past? I thought to possess the mind of Yahuwah/Yahushua—the Creator.
This Said It’s Not To Bash Anyone With What’s Written …?
Rather than bashing? I am confessing. Whatever for? To make me feel good? Nay! Only to obey my Master’s command to tell for others to rethink their ways.
It’s Time To Rethink Pretty Pink Think Link …?
That’s not me! You don’t know me! I know myself! God knows my heart! How true, God knows your heart and mine—wicked, deceitful. Mercy! Mercy! Take that thing out of me!
“NO! I WON’T! I’m Giving You A New Heart! Walk By It.” …
HalleluYah! Now I really know myself—I’m wicked, deceitful, manipulative, conniving, all for what? To control it all in toll, but!
Guess what? Our Loving Creator …?
He created us to be His family, and? That’s what we are! My family? A dysfunctional family yes but a loving family we were and still are.
Let Me Go On With This Saga. Just Now Is Beginning To Make Sense …?
Thursday, March 14, 2019 at 10:18 pm.
Been glad and not so glad in learning to quick select in the latest Photoshop. Sometimes I feel like a nut! Sometimes I don’t! I am now going to bed.
The Master Speaks To Me In A Dream …
Friday, March 15, 2019 at 12:08 am
- A kitchen?
- A table?
- The busy workers?
- A paper cup?
- A dead stinking fish amidst much debris under the table?
I came into the kitchen holding an empty paper-cup. The cup falls under the table. I bend over to pick it up.
What Did I Do Next And Why …?
Phew! A dead stinking fish amidst much debris. The cup? Past the debris next to the head of the stinking dead red fish. Of course? I left it there as unfit for use anymore.
What’s the meaning of it all …?
I sat by my bedside. Slowly I walked to the bathroom. In my mind? Many thoughts churning about the dream, but! None to hit the mark, until?
Wow! What A Discover! I’m The Fisherman. I’m Also The Catch …?
In all that was churning in my mind? Judging the actions of the present time workers, but! I denied my thoughts. I sat by the heater. I began to think about it all objectively.
Go To The Inbox. Denise In My Important List …?
I wondered what she is up to now? I click. Wow! The rightful meaning of it all in my dream. An excerpt from her take. Quote:
From this vista, we can look at things as the movie that is our life. And as in any movie or story, there are heroes and villains and conflict, otherwise it wouldn’t be much of a movie or story. Since each of us are evolving different aspects of the collective through our individual experience, the conflict in our “movie” is varied and necessary for us to bring healing to our aspect of the collective. Those who undergo the most extreme trauma, have the greatest potential to heal the collective through their individual experience.
This is why doesn’t serve to judge anyone’s experience. In order to heal something, we must first experience it. There is a respect and honor for what each person is doing, as well as an understanding that each of us get to choose how we evolve our aspect of the collective.
All Dreams Are Basically About Me Not About Others.
That’s why it occurred to me to check the inbox. How mysterious yet simple are Your ways, O my Father! What did You show me as I read my Denise’s post?
You Created Us To Be Your Family, And?
That’s what we are! My family? A dysfunctional family yes but a loving family we were and still are by the power of Your love and unfathomable wisdom. The best part?
Closure To This Wounding Thing In My Soul …?
HalleluYah! My family? In restoration by the power of our Loving Father Creator’s love and unfathomable wisdom. A link to restoration? Memories I created for them.
That’s The Fact To Be Exact …
In reading Denise’s post this morning? Father materialized the closure to the deep wounds in my soul. Those memories I created for them? The balm to heal my wounds.
Hope. Joy Inexplicable. Humor Instead Of Anger …?
Yes indeed! My heart is full with it all. Humor instead of anger as I see the seven of them enjoying themselves aloof from this thing that I have been, but!
That’s What Father Necessary To Deem …?
O yes! As Denise states: ‘In order to heal something, we must first experience it.’ Yes indeed! Experience is the need!
Experience Of Good And Evil? A Gift In Disguise From Above …?
Let me end this portion of my saga for now. Perhaps the next post? Meaningful Post from the past To Apply For This Moment.
Much love, thiaBasilia.