I Am Human. A Carnal Nature? Ingrained Within Me From Birth Until Death. Even So?
The Choice? It’s Mine To Live By The Creator’s Divine Nature, Or, To Live By My Ingrained Carnal Nature, But!
Should my choice be to live by the Creator’s divine nature? That does not make me ‘divine’! I remain a human endowed with my carnal nature. What’s the point?
Humility Versus Pride. Humbleness Versus Arrogance, Conceit, Pomposity, Pretentiousness, Superiority, Haughtiness, Superciliousness, Vanity, And More …
It’s all a matter of sitting the carnal self in the throne of our hearts. Perhaps the people claiming to be ‘divine’ do not consider all those ramifications in their claim?
Me? My Now Confession …
Saturday, March 16, 2019 at 4:35 pm.
I almost miss recording today. It seems to me that I got involved in optimizing the post I started to post yesterday, and? I never returned to record about my now confession. So, here it is:
My Confession At Last! …
HalleluYah! Now I really know myself—I’m wicked, deceitful, manipulative, conniving, all for what? To control it all in toll! That’s the fact—the way I act, and?
The Naked Truth As It’s Written, Quote:
The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly perverse and corrupt and severely, mortally sick! Who can know it [perceive, understand, be acquainted with his own heart and mind]? [Mat 13:15-17; Mar 7:21-23; Eph 4:20-24].
THEN JOB said to the Master, I know that You can do all things, and that no thought or purpose of Yours can be restrained or thwarted.
[You said to me] Who is this that darkens and obscures counsel [by words] without knowledge?
Therefore [I now see] I have [rashly] uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know. [Job 38:2] [I had virtually said to You what You have said to me:]
“Hear, I beseech You, and I will speak; I will demand of You, and You declare to me.”
I had heard of You [only] by the hearing of the ear, but now my [spiritual] eye sees You. Therefore, I loathe [my words] and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
Checking Things Out In Lieu Of Direction …
Saturday, March 16, 2019 at 6:39 pm.
I’ll head for bed. Will continue on waking up. Woke up around 9 pm. Been checking and reading some interesting new likes. But now?
Cold And Sleepy. Heading For Bed Again.
It’s now Saturday, March 16, 2019 at 10:52 pm. End of this day. Check those I love I tell their faults.
Those I Love I Tell Their Faults …
Sunday, March 17, 2019 at5:06 am
Wow! Yesterday? I told Ahmad his faults again, and again? He responded offended instead of repentant. So? I feared I done wrong, but? I casted my fear to my Father. His response?
Check The Scriptures For Their Faults Came To Me …
I woke up at 4:44 am. That number reminded me of mankind. I fixed me some coffee and asked what was I to eat today? I checked my emails—a free book on Kindle publishing.
Hum! Must Click And Get It. Should I? I Clicked And Got It, But?
As I began to read, it came to me to go to record in my journal to find out why that book?. I did go to record, and? I noticed the numbers in the dates I recorded.
Checking Those Numbers In The Dates?
- The Number Four – Creation and the World
- Number Seventeen—Victory and Resurrection.
- The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
What Is All This Leading Me Up To, My Father?
Sunday, March 17, 2019 now at 11:36 am.
O my Father? What to do? I’m cold. Winter is back. Spring in my soul remain, but! I am distracted by so many rabbit’s tales in my way, plus?
Something Is Troubling My Soul …
Could it be the lack of understanding between Ahmad and my closest loved ones? Perhaps. Sadness, not anger is heavy within me. I wish I could cry but my eyes are dry. Even so?
My Focus And Confidence Are Set On You …
Have You led me to read about, How to Publish a Kindle Bestseller? Have You led me to read about The Law of Attraction, or what? Are those just chasing rabbits?
Reading On Those Issues Has Only Intensified My Sadness …
At 12:14 pm I went under the covers to warm me up. It’s now Sunday, March 17, 2019 at 3:23 pm.
Rabbit’s Tales? Chasing Rabbits?
Is that just a waste of my time, or do You have a purpose for it all? Why do I go off on a tangent, my Father?
“My child, I am delighted with your presence in My Presence. To live in My presence is My plan for your life.
This is also the plan I have set up for all My children to come into My Presence by the power of My love and wisdom. My purpose?
To lead and guide you all to choose life instead of death. I am your Creator. I am the only One to know the path to lead you to life eternal.
There is a way that seems right to live by unto mankind, but! The end thereof is death. I am aware of all your doings, and? In the economy of your life, I do not waste any of your doings.
It’s all to show you the different ways that lead to death despite the appearance of full and abundant life.
O My child, fear not. No matter what you see? I am in control of it all, but! The sadness in your soul in view of your loved ones’ behavior? That’s the same as My sadness.
For it is necessary for My children to experience the good and the evil they are now experiencing.
Such experience does not thwart My plan to restore all My children to the original intent for their creation. One by one? My children shall be restored.
Therefore? Do not despise your sadness. On the contrary? Embrace it because you are one with Me. Soon? Very soon you will see the now unseen.
In the meantime? Relax. Know of a surety, I am delighted in your trust and confidence in Me. Continue in the task I have assigned unto you. I am doing the rest.”
Thanks, my Father! Your words are a lamp to light the way for me in the darkness of this human existence. I’m going on. By the power of Your love and wisdom? I am going on.
It’s now Sunday, March 17, 2019 at 6:48 pm.
I’ll try to sleep. Slept on and off until 3:14 am on Monday, March 18, 2019. Though I cannot yet see the unseen with the eyes of my understanding?
My Trust And Confidence In You Remain!
Will continue in the next post. Much love to all, thiaBasilia.